slipping down a dark tunnel

[reel_diva]

why does it feel like i am slipping away? i used to know who i was and had a definate direction with my life. i just can't say the same for myself today. i am not happy, and i really haven't been for a long time. sure i have good days and good moments, but overall i am not happy with the way things are going. my house is a mess, my life is a mess, and i just don't make enough money to take care of my kids and myself the way i would like to. i live in a country which is run by a moron and a plethera of people who support this idiot.
i am a strong woman, why do i feel like i need someone to hold me and tell me it will be okay? i shouldn't need that reassurance. i just don't know anymore. where did i go? how did i get here?

pull it together christine!