I'm tired...
Why...i don't ever fuck with people...so why do they always have to mess with me?
I'm getting calls from a couple of different girls, don't know their real names, who they are...or how they got my number...the only thing that i can figure is that its a jilted EX, that is trying to screw with me because they think its some small form of "payback" for something that never happened, or they think i've done to them.
I don't mind girls hating me, or saying that things are my fault, i've come to terms with that by now. I just don't get why you would try and keep calling me, giving me fake names with a restricted number and find that funny? i mean, i'm not getting mad, i've had this done to me to many times now to play that game. I'm NOT going to play your little games...so why do you even try? do you think that it makes you look like you have some sort of control over me and that you actually don't CARE any more? because if your friends have only half a mind(which is doubtful) i'm guessing that they would see the same thing...that you're full of it.
I'm just tired, tired of playing the games, tired of falling in and out of interest with girls. i'm 21, you would think that by now i would have been able to find at least ONE girl that i could spend more than acouple of months with right? You would think that, i can't even say i love'um and leave'um lol, i mean you can't really call makeout sessions "making love" in my opinion.
Went out with my brother the other night, he finally talked me into going to amsterdam with him(a gay club) because him and his friends were going...yeah...not something that will happen again...or if i do, it will NOT be with a snap-up button shirt, and no padding around my buttocks regions....i've got more bruises than that one time that girl but me over her....*grins and stops* well...we just won't get into that now will we...
anyway, guess until i can find a way to get a restricted number from verizon, i'll just have to keep hanging up on them everytime that they call me...until then.
nite all
Kaneda/blackbelt/the mexican.
I'm getting calls from a couple of different girls, don't know their real names, who they are...or how they got my number...the only thing that i can figure is that its a jilted EX, that is trying to screw with me because they think its some small form of "payback" for something that never happened, or they think i've done to them.
I don't mind girls hating me, or saying that things are my fault, i've come to terms with that by now. I just don't get why you would try and keep calling me, giving me fake names with a restricted number and find that funny? i mean, i'm not getting mad, i've had this done to me to many times now to play that game. I'm NOT going to play your little games...so why do you even try? do you think that it makes you look like you have some sort of control over me and that you actually don't CARE any more? because if your friends have only half a mind(which is doubtful) i'm guessing that they would see the same thing...that you're full of it.
I'm just tired, tired of playing the games, tired of falling in and out of interest with girls. i'm 21, you would think that by now i would have been able to find at least ONE girl that i could spend more than acouple of months with right? You would think that, i can't even say i love'um and leave'um lol, i mean you can't really call makeout sessions "making love" in my opinion.
Went out with my brother the other night, he finally talked me into going to amsterdam with him(a gay club) because him and his friends were going...yeah...not something that will happen again...or if i do, it will NOT be with a snap-up button shirt, and no padding around my buttocks regions....i've got more bruises than that one time that girl but me over her....*grins and stops* well...we just won't get into that now will we...
anyway, guess until i can find a way to get a restricted number from verizon, i'll just have to keep hanging up on them everytime that they call me...until then.
nite all
Kaneda/blackbelt/the mexican.