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I'd like to think that I don't expect much from anyone because if you don't expect anything, you can't be that disappointed or upset. The actions of others don't control how you feel. At least that's how I thought I was. Clearly that is not the case since I am now so upset that I can't sleep.
Dear Boy,
Why is it okay to text me or to show up expecting me to jump into bed with you... but its not okay to be my friend anymore? I'm not asking for much. I just want us to go back to our normal. Is that really too much to ask??? I don't want a relationship with you, I don't want to hang out more, I don't act like a clingy girl... what is the problem?!??!
You are OBVIOUSLY into other people and don't care about me much at all... so why do you keep coming back to me? WHY should you expect for me to be totally okay with that?? When we're together in 'public' (because of course the fact that we hook up has to be a complete secret... oh reslife!!) I feel like I'm walking on eggshells with you!! Didn't we use to flirt? Act like we even enjoyed each other's company? Why did that have to change?
Please stop texting me at 3am and then acting like you don't even know me the next day. Act like the guy I thought you were last semester and all will be right with the world. We can clearly keep things hidden. Please be my friend again. I don't want to lose that just so you can call me every so often and tell me to come over. Oh yeah and don't rub it in my face when you have such a wonderful time with other girls. I get it. You don't like me. UNDERSTOOD.
If, for some reason, you have to choose between getting into my pants and being my friend, please choose the latter. I don't like who you are when I'm just some girl you sleep with. Thanks.
Dear Boy,
Why is it okay to text me or to show up expecting me to jump into bed with you... but its not okay to be my friend anymore? I'm not asking for much. I just want us to go back to our normal. Is that really too much to ask??? I don't want a relationship with you, I don't want to hang out more, I don't act like a clingy girl... what is the problem?!??!
You are OBVIOUSLY into other people and don't care about me much at all... so why do you keep coming back to me? WHY should you expect for me to be totally okay with that?? When we're together in 'public' (because of course the fact that we hook up has to be a complete secret... oh reslife!!) I feel like I'm walking on eggshells with you!! Didn't we use to flirt? Act like we even enjoyed each other's company? Why did that have to change?
Please stop texting me at 3am and then acting like you don't even know me the next day. Act like the guy I thought you were last semester and all will be right with the world. We can clearly keep things hidden. Please be my friend again. I don't want to lose that just so you can call me every so often and tell me to come over. Oh yeah and don't rub it in my face when you have such a wonderful time with other girls. I get it. You don't like me. UNDERSTOOD.
If, for some reason, you have to choose between getting into my pants and being my friend, please choose the latter. I don't like who you are when I'm just some girl you sleep with. Thanks.