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I am so mad right now I don't even know what to say.
My horse is going over to my trainer's house to be used in lessons and whatnot while I'm at school. Makes perfect sense because when I get back he'll be all fit and ready for me to ride all summer. The only problem is that just now my parents said, "Okay good he's leaving on the 1st and we're looking for a buyer.. right?" And I was like... ha no way. But then my parents said, "Um, yes, he is not coming back here when he leaves because we can't afford to keep him and you're not using him".
My horse eats HALF the hay that their two horses eat and they NEVER EVER use them and they are ALWAYS here. How the hell is that fair? They say that I can sell him now and buy whatever I want when I get out of school... but I'm wondering what money I'm supposed to use to buy another horse when I get out of college. I'm pretty sure I'm going to start paying off school loans.. and that is where all my money is going to go.
I am home for four months over the summer, and now I'm not going to have a horse to ride. I can't fucking wait. I can't stand the hypocrisy here, really, it's starting to piss me off so badly. They can spend... over $20 on a bag of bird seed for WILD BIRDS but can't afford to feed my horse. RIGHT. I totally buy that, really.
I don't know. I really just do not want to sell my horse. I have had him since I was in the 7th grade... not really sure why I would want to sell him now... but I suppose I have to sell MY horse, but no one else has to. Uh huh. Fabulous, really. I can't wait to come home to no horse to ride.
My horse is going over to my trainer's house to be used in lessons and whatnot while I'm at school. Makes perfect sense because when I get back he'll be all fit and ready for me to ride all summer. The only problem is that just now my parents said, "Okay good he's leaving on the 1st and we're looking for a buyer.. right?" And I was like... ha no way. But then my parents said, "Um, yes, he is not coming back here when he leaves because we can't afford to keep him and you're not using him".
My horse eats HALF the hay that their two horses eat and they NEVER EVER use them and they are ALWAYS here. How the hell is that fair? They say that I can sell him now and buy whatever I want when I get out of school... but I'm wondering what money I'm supposed to use to buy another horse when I get out of college. I'm pretty sure I'm going to start paying off school loans.. and that is where all my money is going to go.
I am home for four months over the summer, and now I'm not going to have a horse to ride. I can't fucking wait. I can't stand the hypocrisy here, really, it's starting to piss me off so badly. They can spend... over $20 on a bag of bird seed for WILD BIRDS but can't afford to feed my horse. RIGHT. I totally buy that, really.
I don't know. I really just do not want to sell my horse. I have had him since I was in the 7th grade... not really sure why I would want to sell him now... but I suppose I have to sell MY horse, but no one else has to. Uh huh. Fabulous, really. I can't wait to come home to no horse to ride.