Richie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
usually i'm a pretty upbeat person but last night i just felt like crying. i also wanted some loving. it occurred to me that i haven't kissed/cuddled/anything with anyone in probably more than a year. wow, what do you know? deja vu. well, my luuv department is vacant. cobwebs!- DropDeadFred - ha. i seriously don't remember the last time i talked to anyone who was romantically interested in me and vise versa. i'm nice to everyone i meet, my problem is i haven't met anyone. ok, that's a straight up lie. i just have to start taking the initiative. i guess if i wasn't so bored last night i never would've realized my lame love situation. but it really doesn't matter. c'est la vie. the summer is less than a month away. it's not like the summer will ensure a new love, but i always feel like it might. you know, the sun, the heat, swimming, etc. whateva.