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Well, to be honest, Tuesday wasnt as traumatic as I thought it was going to be. Admittedly, it was very draiing emotionally, but for whatever reason, I generally managed to hold it together.
I was quite ratty at work, but Lou came at 2 to take me down to Tollesbury. I had ordered these gorgeous purple fresias to put on the grave and they looked really nice when we went to collect them.
A lot of tears down at the church - it was the first that I'd been down there since the funeral and it was a little bit strange, although a big squirrel did come over and stand right by us!
In the evening, me and David and Dad went for a meal. But, with a table for four, the empty chair seemed very symbolic and I know that it was very tough to imagine that she should be there.
Still miss her massively...
I was quite ratty at work, but Lou came at 2 to take me down to Tollesbury. I had ordered these gorgeous purple fresias to put on the grave and they looked really nice when we went to collect them.
A lot of tears down at the church - it was the first that I'd been down there since the funeral and it was a little bit strange, although a big squirrel did come over and stand right by us!
In the evening, me and David and Dad went for a meal. But, with a table for four, the empty chair seemed very symbolic and I know that it was very tough to imagine that she should be there.
Still miss her massively...