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[reefgirl994]

About to smoke a joint with my brother, we both just woke up. Wake and bake is the best thing to do on a weekend. I drank a little last night. That was fun but it always seems like you didn't fullfill something when you get drunk. Either someone or something troubles you. I used to say I was going to quit drinking just for that lack of person. You become way too dependant on a certain person and usually they don't act up to how you wish them to be. It's kind of like a breaking point in a friendship something you do or say that makes you feel close to someone. I miss that. The feeling of warmth and comfort around people. I feel too much loneliness these days. Damn it, what the hell did I do wrong ? I guess I just need to hang out with one person for a long time. Learn everything about them and tell them everything about me and dependance on eachother will come natural.
I'm probably going to St.Pete tonight after work. Tussin is going to see her girl friend and gonna hang out with BMR. Peace out All !