My Feelings Are More Important Than Yours:
So, i decided to make it a matter of prayer. I want to cut back my hours at work from 40 to 32 per week. I decided that it would be perfectly acceptable to take off Tuesday and Thursday mornings for service. So far budget-wise it seems realistic, unless of course something unexpected jumps out at me. The car situation will be perfect, b/c i can drop off tiff at work on my way to the KH and then after service i can grab lunch and be back at the office.
Let me just tell you how that went today:
I was still having a miserable day. Dr. Weiner came up to me at my desk to ask me a horribly retarded question and i answered him almost robotically with a sarcastic Are you serious? I cant stand him. I believe that he thinks most of his employees are uncapable of handling menial tasks... but me too? If so, maybe he should stand in line behind Dr. Baynham (from yesterday). After he walked away i checked my email and got your reply (now during this point of relaying this story to my mother, she interrupts to ask if you were still a cutie) It hit me like a ton of bricks... seriously, all of those assembly parts i never thought that i should... but i really should. I dont like where i work. Why burden myself with the stress of OCS when there are much more important things. This is when i came up with the January 2009 plan. Esctatic, i ran back to Tammy's desk and with Tiff there i decided to share my new found news. And now i realized why i never thought of this plan before: Tiffany. Not that she isn't supportive of me going out in service... but as she is already on a very strict budget and i... being her source of extra fundage ... i saw the panic in her eyes. Tammy and I tried to convince her that everything would be okay... but she is NOT happy. She refused to look at me or talk to me the rest of the afternoon... and then went home and straight into her room without a peep.
So this is my matter of prayer. I need everything to be okay with Tiffany. I cannot inconvenience her... considering i am already going to be using her car... i dont want this to be more of a fight. I think Jehovah understands.
Let me just tell you how that went today:
I was still having a miserable day. Dr. Weiner came up to me at my desk to ask me a horribly retarded question and i answered him almost robotically with a sarcastic Are you serious? I cant stand him. I believe that he thinks most of his employees are uncapable of handling menial tasks... but me too? If so, maybe he should stand in line behind Dr. Baynham (from yesterday). After he walked away i checked my email and got your reply (now during this point of relaying this story to my mother, she interrupts to ask if you were still a cutie) It hit me like a ton of bricks... seriously, all of those assembly parts i never thought that i should... but i really should. I dont like where i work. Why burden myself with the stress of OCS when there are much more important things. This is when i came up with the January 2009 plan. Esctatic, i ran back to Tammy's desk and with Tiff there i decided to share my new found news. And now i realized why i never thought of this plan before: Tiffany. Not that she isn't supportive of me going out in service... but as she is already on a very strict budget and i... being her source of extra fundage ... i saw the panic in her eyes. Tammy and I tried to convince her that everything would be okay... but she is NOT happy. She refused to look at me or talk to me the rest of the afternoon... and then went home and straight into her room without a peep.
So this is my matter of prayer. I need everything to be okay with Tiffany. I cannot inconvenience her... considering i am already going to be using her car... i dont want this to be more of a fight. I think Jehovah understands.