what the hell!
It's so weird..so much went wrong this year but yet, at the same time..so much went right...
Sometimes I sit and think, i wish I could go back to the begining of the year, there's so much I would change. I made so many mistakes..but..oh, i dont know...I miss being a kid, no worries about anything, no worries about life..just living in the moment!..I don't know what to say, Im so messed up right now, and so confused about everything...I don't know what to do anymore, everytime i chose something, everything goes all wrong, I just dont know what I did wrong, I need a break from richmond, from everything, and just think, think about everything...about who i am and where my life is..wtf, im shutting up..ive said too much already and i dont want people to think im one of those depressed people because im not, im just lost..i dont know what im lost in...just lost and frustrated...wow..this entry doesnt make any sense...hmm?