Sep 20, 2005 22:09
so ya..... um.... where should i begin? so, what i feared has become a reality. it kinda sucks. :( but i'm not as upset as i thought i would be, but don't get me wrong, i'm still sad about it and all, but i kinda knew it was coming and no, no one told me. i figured it out from the very obvious vibes i was getting from him these past couple days.
i'm very proud of myself for the way that i handled it all. i was very calm and nice about it. i just asked and he said it, and so ya. if he's happy then i'm happy, well not completely, ok well pretty much not at all.
ya so i'm tired and i have way too much to say and dont feel like typing that much so ya.....