I thought I knew
I thought I knew what I wanted this year to look like. I thought I could do things and I thought I knew how they were supposed to look. Now I have no idea. I don't know what comes next. I guess the world is wide open so to speak. I found that running was the easy way out and that what is being asked of me is far bigger than that. I know it won't be easy and I don't know where things will end up but I feel that I'm supposed to be here. Here in the midst of confusion and uncertainty. After all...this is where God exists. He is mostly clearly seen when I can't see.