Turkey thoughts
I made it to Thanksgiving. Hurray. A couple weeks ago I wasn't sure I would. And yet here I am alive and in one piece. Slightly worse for wear because sitting all day every day is ruining my back and my mental state but hey...small price to pay right? Gosh I hope so.
It's a lovely chilly end to november. I've never enjoyed the chill the way I have this year. I think after 23 years I've finally learned to like the season of autumn. Actually come to think of it today would be absolutely perfect with little snow flakes falling from the sky.
I'm sitting in a lovely little coffee shop at the moment. It's one of my favorite places to be. I still fully intend to open up my own little coffee shop someday. Some one was kind enough to point out that I know nothing about running a small business but they didn't either so I'm choosing not to listen to them.
BJ and I are going to the mewithoutyou show tonight. That will be fun. i haven't been to a show in forever.
I'm still trying to figure out what to do with my life. I seem to be in a constant haze with it. I just don't know what I want to do and the things I suspect I might want to do aren't what I'm currently doing at all. I don't like PT school and my constant mental debate is along the lines of: I need to finish cuz I'm spending lots of money to do it, whats three years out of my life anyways, I might like being a PT even tho I hate school. The other side of the debate says: come on these are the best years of my life so why waste them on something less than amazing when the amazing is waiting. I'm thinking that going to alaska and working in the woods sounds so much better.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone. Enjoy that turkey:)
It's a lovely chilly end to november. I've never enjoyed the chill the way I have this year. I think after 23 years I've finally learned to like the season of autumn. Actually come to think of it today would be absolutely perfect with little snow flakes falling from the sky.
I'm sitting in a lovely little coffee shop at the moment. It's one of my favorite places to be. I still fully intend to open up my own little coffee shop someday. Some one was kind enough to point out that I know nothing about running a small business but they didn't either so I'm choosing not to listen to them.
BJ and I are going to the mewithoutyou show tonight. That will be fun. i haven't been to a show in forever.
I'm still trying to figure out what to do with my life. I seem to be in a constant haze with it. I just don't know what I want to do and the things I suspect I might want to do aren't what I'm currently doing at all. I don't like PT school and my constant mental debate is along the lines of: I need to finish cuz I'm spending lots of money to do it, whats three years out of my life anyways, I might like being a PT even tho I hate school. The other side of the debate says: come on these are the best years of my life so why waste them on something less than amazing when the amazing is waiting. I'm thinking that going to alaska and working in the woods sounds so much better.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone. Enjoy that turkey:)