i love you to death, but sometimes i hate you. why? I have NO clue.
wow. so much has happened already and it's only been a week or so. it's great to be in naples. LOVES it. anyways, been doing a lot and whatnot. one of my exes andy or rather anddddddddyyyyy, haha as clair would say it, came back into town for christmas weekend. i spent a lot of time with him because we're pretty good friends so he hung out with me and all my friends. it's hard because of past experiences i dont like to believe what any guy has to say or specifically what they have to say in terms of me and our relationship and whatnot. i still trust really easily, but i just dont know if i believe the lines they tell me. like how can i really know if what he's saying he really means. i mean he says "i have to be completely honest with you" and then tells me that he regrets ever leaving me. yes it's very nice to hear that but how do i really know if it's a load of crap or not. and especially when he says "theres a girl back up north that would do anything for me 100% of the time, but in all honesty i would rather have you by my side". see it is rather nice, but it can be portrayed as WAY too nice, which would come off as complete bullshit just to get into my pants, which 50% of the time i think that's what it is. but who really knows? all i can do is be cautious and judge accordingly, i guess.
enough on that, Christmas was good. i didn't get everything i wanted but im satisfied. i got an ipod alarm clock radio, vanilla lace lotion from victoria's secret, the beatles love show cd, a wallet from fossil (from my mom), a wallet from coach from kathryn- which is the most adorable thing i've ever seen i LOVE it soooo much it's SO CUTE, and pure seduction lotion and body spray from victoria secret from annie. SO christmas was pretty good.
my parents and i went over kathryns house christmas day for christmas dinner. her mom was so nice for inviting us over. i guess it was just easier considering my parents are packing up my house getting ready to move out of it :( i know it's such a tragedy.. haha sense the sarcasm, yeah well actually it is. im not too excited about the move, oh well. life goes on. they know that im not staying up north, and that im coming down here every chance i get for vacation.
so tonight i went to barnes and noble with kathryn and we bought the same book cuz it was only 2 DOLLARS. haha what a great deal. you just gotta love the after christmas sales. anddd i bought JOAN OF ARCADIA season 1 on DVD because i love that show so much even though it got canceled, and i am buying the 2nd season really soon, or once i finish watching the first season. yeah can you say i have no life. hah. i think so.
i also got really into old music today. i just had one of those urges. i was listening to the beatles. downloaded some joan jett and the blackhearts, and even threw in a little queen. yes queen. BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY. that's right. that song rules.
anyways, i must be off, waking up fairly early to go to breakfast at the beanery with anniekins <3.
enough on that, Christmas was good. i didn't get everything i wanted but im satisfied. i got an ipod alarm clock radio, vanilla lace lotion from victoria's secret, the beatles love show cd, a wallet from fossil (from my mom), a wallet from coach from kathryn- which is the most adorable thing i've ever seen i LOVE it soooo much it's SO CUTE, and pure seduction lotion and body spray from victoria secret from annie. SO christmas was pretty good.
my parents and i went over kathryns house christmas day for christmas dinner. her mom was so nice for inviting us over. i guess it was just easier considering my parents are packing up my house getting ready to move out of it :( i know it's such a tragedy.. haha sense the sarcasm, yeah well actually it is. im not too excited about the move, oh well. life goes on. they know that im not staying up north, and that im coming down here every chance i get for vacation.
so tonight i went to barnes and noble with kathryn and we bought the same book cuz it was only 2 DOLLARS. haha what a great deal. you just gotta love the after christmas sales. anddd i bought JOAN OF ARCADIA season 1 on DVD because i love that show so much even though it got canceled, and i am buying the 2nd season really soon, or once i finish watching the first season. yeah can you say i have no life. hah. i think so.
i also got really into old music today. i just had one of those urges. i was listening to the beatles. downloaded some joan jett and the blackhearts, and even threw in a little queen. yes queen. BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY. that's right. that song rules.
anyways, i must be off, waking up fairly early to go to breakfast at the beanery with anniekins <3.