Apr 07, 2004 20:37
Summary of my life currently:
Lots of friends but not very many close ones...don't like it anymore. I want some stable solid group but its hard to get close with people. specially when none of them have cell phones or screen names. gay. I'm officially sick of being single, I want a relationship but I dont feel like I have any options. Well, technically I do, but not ones that it goes both ways. Theres some people I like but I dont think they they think of me that way unfortuneately this is unusual n i hella dont like it so what can ya do? so if anyones got a single friend...hit me up lol...im also still sick of being young Panama Bay John is now single but im still too god dmaned young. life isnt fair. Wonder if he has a little brother...hahaha anyway...actually i know he doesnt, he only has a lil sister n shes 23, hes hella old. lol
I dunno, Im sick of being single, my reputation sucks and for unjust reasons, people that dont even know me think im a slut which sucks because i really have hardly done anything with anyone but im still talked about in that way...oh well theres nothing i can do. whatever. i dunno, im kinda...sick of people right now, i just want a bf and nothing is simple. well ill write more later...