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Okay focus...*will be less emo, will be less emo, will be less emo*
First off, I'm going to complain briefly, that way you will read this whole thing (hopefully) and all the stuff at the end will be good and make up for it.
Bad shit: Found out that somoene hates me for stealing her friends and that makes me sad because I didnt do any of it on purpose and it's not like I've talked any crap about her to any of them, I'd be perfectly happy if all of them were her best friends, it doesnt matter to me and I don't think its fair for her to say its my fault when I had NO affect on her relationship with them. (well one of them I did but she certainly got me back for that and evened the score). Moving on, found out bout something crappy that I didn't really wanna hear but am glad I heard it to begin with. Need to talk to someone bout all that...maybe more on that later and less vague.
A special thank you for all of you who have commented on my poetry. My writing means sooooo much to me and I still honestly dont think my poetry is anything special but it still means a lot to me that you guys like it. The more I write the easier it is to write better things. anyway *meh* nuff mushy shit haha
Good stuff: Lets see the day started with band *meh* boring, but i kinda like some of the songs so not tooo terrible. Pearson told me he was givin out my flute fliers today (yay!) and im the only flute that has signed up for pit so hopefully ill get to do that i would really enjoy it. Enough band geeky-ness. lol Chemistry was good took a test and actaully feel as if I did well (Oh Joy!). I just like chemistry now a days, nice guy in the class and he just kinda makes it more bearable. He's senior and hes never smoked pot. Comforting...the universe is most certainly testing me. I say universe because i dont know if i believe in "god" or not. I know i believe in something though....im not atheistic. Then I went to lunch with Liza and Caitlin to panama bay and i got a triple shot of espresso which just made the whole day a tad better than it would have been. lol PE was good fun i was on joes team and we kicked some ass haha. fun stuff...i was really really really hyper. after that during break i hung out with ryan n matt n them. funny stuff :-) dont know whats goin on with some of that but whatever happens, happens. then i had bussey and was SOOOOOOOOO HYPER I COULD NOT SIT STILL. never ever will i get a triple shot if im not falling out of my chair tired when i have to sit through that class. UGH. I was passing notes with 3 people simulataneously and that made the class just bearable. It was way nice tlakin to some old friends again...I really do believe that people come out of the cracks to support you when shits got you down. If you dont burn the bridges with old friends they'll be there for you. I still feel that way about the friends that ive recently lost. if they needed me, i would still be there. and id still like to be friends with them again, i dont hate any of them at all, i just want to be able to have fun again. I played poker today after school with Liza and Ty which was good fun but it made me miss everyone else which kinda sucked. i won heehee i love POKER! :-D well and cards in general....then me n ty went to my bank and im not as broke as i thought woohoo and then i went to panama bay again and chatted with some of my fave employees. i love people so much...even though half of em are assholes (and apparently half of em hate me *winks to ty*) its okay because everyone makes mistakes and everyone is quite capable of being an asshole my self VERY MUCH INCLUDED. I fully apologize to anyone I've hurt...especailly --------(count the spaces youll know who you are if yo uread this). i really didnt mean to and i hope there is a way that we can talk this out, i really dont want for you to hate me because i really dont feel its necessary.
SOrry for bein so long but at least this was far less depressing then my other posts of late! THanks again for all the supprot you guys! Friends are what make the world go round!
KT
First off, I'm going to complain briefly, that way you will read this whole thing (hopefully) and all the stuff at the end will be good and make up for it.
Bad shit: Found out that somoene hates me for stealing her friends and that makes me sad because I didnt do any of it on purpose and it's not like I've talked any crap about her to any of them, I'd be perfectly happy if all of them were her best friends, it doesnt matter to me and I don't think its fair for her to say its my fault when I had NO affect on her relationship with them. (well one of them I did but she certainly got me back for that and evened the score). Moving on, found out bout something crappy that I didn't really wanna hear but am glad I heard it to begin with. Need to talk to someone bout all that...maybe more on that later and less vague.
A special thank you for all of you who have commented on my poetry. My writing means sooooo much to me and I still honestly dont think my poetry is anything special but it still means a lot to me that you guys like it. The more I write the easier it is to write better things. anyway *meh* nuff mushy shit haha
Good stuff: Lets see the day started with band *meh* boring, but i kinda like some of the songs so not tooo terrible. Pearson told me he was givin out my flute fliers today (yay!) and im the only flute that has signed up for pit so hopefully ill get to do that i would really enjoy it. Enough band geeky-ness. lol Chemistry was good took a test and actaully feel as if I did well (Oh Joy!). I just like chemistry now a days, nice guy in the class and he just kinda makes it more bearable. He's senior and hes never smoked pot. Comforting...the universe is most certainly testing me. I say universe because i dont know if i believe in "god" or not. I know i believe in something though....im not atheistic. Then I went to lunch with Liza and Caitlin to panama bay and i got a triple shot of espresso which just made the whole day a tad better than it would have been. lol PE was good fun i was on joes team and we kicked some ass haha. fun stuff...i was really really really hyper. after that during break i hung out with ryan n matt n them. funny stuff :-) dont know whats goin on with some of that but whatever happens, happens. then i had bussey and was SOOOOOOOOO HYPER I COULD NOT SIT STILL. never ever will i get a triple shot if im not falling out of my chair tired when i have to sit through that class. UGH. I was passing notes with 3 people simulataneously and that made the class just bearable. It was way nice tlakin to some old friends again...I really do believe that people come out of the cracks to support you when shits got you down. If you dont burn the bridges with old friends they'll be there for you. I still feel that way about the friends that ive recently lost. if they needed me, i would still be there. and id still like to be friends with them again, i dont hate any of them at all, i just want to be able to have fun again. I played poker today after school with Liza and Ty which was good fun but it made me miss everyone else which kinda sucked. i won heehee i love POKER! :-D well and cards in general....then me n ty went to my bank and im not as broke as i thought woohoo and then i went to panama bay again and chatted with some of my fave employees. i love people so much...even though half of em are assholes (and apparently half of em hate me *winks to ty*) its okay because everyone makes mistakes and everyone is quite capable of being an asshole my self VERY MUCH INCLUDED. I fully apologize to anyone I've hurt...especailly --------(count the spaces youll know who you are if yo uread this). i really didnt mean to and i hope there is a way that we can talk this out, i really dont want for you to hate me because i really dont feel its necessary.
SOrry for bein so long but at least this was far less depressing then my other posts of late! THanks again for all the supprot you guys! Friends are what make the world go round!
KT