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Okay. College is better. I think I was way to overwhelmed with things to realize it in the begining.. But I'm 1 quarter older now. It's not much, but it's something.
Winter break went well, but ended badly. I'm not sure if I could write the sterotypical "first time back from college" entry. I'm also not sure what to do about this crazy relationship I'm in. Just a few months ago I was crying in my bedroom, wasting 2 and half rolls of toilet paper, ready to go to a shitty state school so that I could transfer into Case to be with the boy I loved... now I don't even know what will happen to us. Part of me wants to cut off all ties with anyone and everyone from back home. And the other part? Well, it doesn't really matter. The first part is dominating.
I think I'm going to take a break from lj and figure myself out. I'm in college now. I need to grow the fuck up.. step outside my dorm room and see what's going on with this world.
Could I be more vague? No... no I couldn't.
Sorry, but I'll see you guys later.
Winter break went well, but ended badly. I'm not sure if I could write the sterotypical "first time back from college" entry. I'm also not sure what to do about this crazy relationship I'm in. Just a few months ago I was crying in my bedroom, wasting 2 and half rolls of toilet paper, ready to go to a shitty state school so that I could transfer into Case to be with the boy I loved... now I don't even know what will happen to us. Part of me wants to cut off all ties with anyone and everyone from back home. And the other part? Well, it doesn't really matter. The first part is dominating.
I think I'm going to take a break from lj and figure myself out. I'm in college now. I need to grow the fuck up.. step outside my dorm room and see what's going on with this world.
Could I be more vague? No... no I couldn't.
Sorry, but I'll see you guys later.