Dec 24, 2007 18:06
Wow - how about it seriously doesn't feel like it. I think because everything got jostled around at the last minute. Not to mention I didn't even really "go shopping" this year coz I got most of what I needed from one small store and then ordered something online. Didn't even step foot in a mall. Oh well.
Christmas Eve and Day got all fucked up...None of my dad's family is going to be around this year for dinner at Antonio's. Uncle Pat had surgery so he's incapacitated so that takes out Aunt Sharon and Andrea too. Jason and Carla aren't around either. Uncle Bill is prolly doing something weird. The strangest thing happened - I guess Danielle broke up with Gabe (?!) so he's all upset and not gunna come which also rules out Uncle Joe. I really can't believe that Gabe and Danielle broke up. I could sense a strange tension but I wasn't expecting that much. She was starting to get weird tho if you ask me. Every time I'd go over there she'd be working or at her mom's house. If she was actually there, it was like she wasn't. Always off in another room studying or reading or just not hanging out like I wished she would've. And to me it was always like she was one of those people who moved away from home but didn't really. She sees SO MUCH of her family it's like she's not even gone. I understand keeping a super tight relationship but come on. You move out to get your own space and own time. Either way it just sucks - and she pulled the whole "It's not you it's me" thing and right before christmas? LAME DUDE! So now I'm just curious as to what's gunna happen seeing as they live(d) together. I feel bad for Gabe.
But yeah - Christmas Day was supposed to be here and I only found out like a week ago that it's been moved to Granny's house. That was a big shock to me because I was mentally ready to start cleaning the house again and getting myself in that groove...and then suddenly it was useless. So I think that's one of the reasons I feel so out of the loop. I was really looking forward to having people over. I don't feel comfortable anywhere but here. It might sound rude seeing as how anywhere else would be family's house but I never feel right anywhere else. I dunno. I'm weird.
Either way I just hope that it's enjoyable and everything isn't put on egg shells while we're at Granny's house. I gotta go.
-Laura
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