I can't keep beating you with your sins
But it's like I care if you sin or not. There is no god. Of that, you can rest assured. I'm trying not to hold it against you though.
SO much to say right now...But there is so much that cannot be said aloud. Thoughts, accusations - so many questions. So many pleas I would love to make but they will fall upon deaf ears.
More dreams about her. More fucking dreams about HER OF ALL PEOPLE. Why does she plague my dreams? Why do I wake up and feel sad about it? I shouldn't - for all reasons known to me and anyone else who knows what I'm talking about. But there's always something that goes just a touch off...I dunno. Fuck you. Find someone else's dreams to fuck with.
I wish I could say what I wanted to say right now without destroying some people. I will hold off on that. Now is not the time. But I don't know whether or not I can keep my feelings inside about this forever.
Forever apologizing.
-Laura
"Singin la la la l-la la..." -VHS or Beta
SO much to say right now...But there is so much that cannot be said aloud. Thoughts, accusations - so many questions. So many pleas I would love to make but they will fall upon deaf ears.
More dreams about her. More fucking dreams about HER OF ALL PEOPLE. Why does she plague my dreams? Why do I wake up and feel sad about it? I shouldn't - for all reasons known to me and anyone else who knows what I'm talking about. But there's always something that goes just a touch off...I dunno. Fuck you. Find someone else's dreams to fuck with.
I wish I could say what I wanted to say right now without destroying some people. I will hold off on that. Now is not the time. But I don't know whether or not I can keep my feelings inside about this forever.
Forever apologizing.
-Laura
"Singin la la la l-la la..." -VHS or Beta