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dksla;fksad;f
I'm nothing. I have no talents.
Fuck film, i don't have the advantages other people have. What is there to do left?
What is there to do when you have nothing to live for. I love film and it has all gone down the drain.
Fuck iMovie fuck my stupid camera. Fuck my one minute song videos edited by me. Fuck the stupid 10 minutes films I had planned. Fuck everything.
This is just a stupid idealistic dream. I'm not being realistic. There will always be someone who is ten times better than me and barely give it a try and me on the other hand busting my ass to do the best i can and not get an inch close to perfection as that person.
Fuck piano.
friendsfriendsfriendsfriendsfriendsfriendsfriendsfriends
I wasn't good enough for him; I was good enough but in another sense of seduction.
This brings me back to my past.
I'm at the point that I don't give a shit. Fuck everything right and wrong. I don't care anymore and don't have any limits anymore.
goodbye
lj losers
I'm nothing. I have no talents.
Fuck film, i don't have the advantages other people have. What is there to do left?
What is there to do when you have nothing to live for. I love film and it has all gone down the drain.
Fuck iMovie fuck my stupid camera. Fuck my one minute song videos edited by me. Fuck the stupid 10 minutes films I had planned. Fuck everything.
This is just a stupid idealistic dream. I'm not being realistic. There will always be someone who is ten times better than me and barely give it a try and me on the other hand busting my ass to do the best i can and not get an inch close to perfection as that person.
Fuck piano.
friendsfriendsfriendsfriendsfriendsfriendsfriendsfriends
I wasn't good enough for him; I was good enough but in another sense of seduction.
This brings me back to my past.
I'm at the point that I don't give a shit. Fuck everything right and wrong. I don't care anymore and don't have any limits anymore.
goodbye
lj losers