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Nov 26, 2007 19:04

In the Bible only angels have wings
and the rest must wait to be saved.
where are my angels?
where's my golden wand?
and where is my hope now that my heroes have gone?

someone tell the rainclouds that enough is enough.
i used to love the rain.
it used to bring peace and well-being. it used to wash away all uncertainty.
now it only brings confusion. i'm clumbsiest on rainy days. disoriented. inarticulate. sad.
the rain was mine. it was the only thing that made me feel better. and he stole it. and now he dances in puddles of self-assurance with some bitch who couldnt give two shits about my sacrifices. time, energy, love, courage, resilience. things little girls dont learn about in school. [shit shit]
i saw her, you know. the other day, outside applebees. something in my gut told me it was her.
i can feel myself breaking all over again.
i wont make it through december.

i cant live here anymore.
i have to get out
i have to leave
i have to find a way to be gone for good. 
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