http://www.myspace.com/imawakerock [a deal declared?]

[redxautumnxskyx]

baby, lately ive been thinking of the motion of the oceans
and how it resembles the fickleness of your emotions
baby, haven't you heard?
i am a worthless servant, and i cant believe in god
i promise you ive said my prayers,
and it only ever falls on deaf ears
so maybe, you'll never hear me
baby, you'll never hear me
maybe, i'm tired of trying to get you to hear me
so my darling, i've given you hope, promise and my heart
and all you give me is war
i tell you everything i fear
then you always fail me more.
now i'm screaming renunciation
because i can't help you anymore with your health
maybe you should pray to god that someday you can help yourself

so here's to the truth of my imperfect glory
i see now that i've never had a chance at love
and this is the end of my unavailing story
if i stay bruised and broken
tell them i'll never have redemption