how can i love myself in a world that only loves perfection?
is it really so much to ask to just want to be at peace?
i dont even reach for happiness anymore because i know it just cant ever happen for me.
its something that i've really come to terms with and its okay.
but i just want to be able to sleep. to breathe. to go one single day without breaking down.
god really hates me, you know. and i just want to know why.
because no one deserves this kind of pain.
i dont even reach for happiness anymore because i know it just cant ever happen for me.
its something that i've really come to terms with and its okay.
but i just want to be able to sleep. to breathe. to go one single day without breaking down.
god really hates me, you know. and i just want to know why.
because no one deserves this kind of pain.