Nov 17, 2004 18:31
Things are started to look up i guess. The only bummer now is traffic school on saturday, and this whole italy thing. I want to go so bad, but my dad hates me right now. Hes not gonna want to pay, even if i help pay, and it sucks cause i need to save money for college and stuff, not blow another 2 grand in addition to the last 1500 +. ughh. Why can;t my parents try and reward me for being a good kid, i mean honestly, they get all worked up over something that some slackers parents would never think twice about.
"No matter what i do it never seems to be enough"
Im a good kid, how come paretns don't realize it? I mean, seriously, if they are gonna continue to treat me bad, i might as well be bad, so at least they'll have reason to yell and punnish me. I hate all this right now, it makes me want to leave for college so bad, and just get away from them. Cause come on, im gonna be the 18 year old *adult* college kid, who lives at home and has like an eleven oclock curfew. Its so ridiculous, i can't deal with it.....im so outta this place. I bet kids like me end up becoming drug addicts and total partyers cause they never got to pre-college. They'd be an interesting look for me. Oh well, like ive been saying to all my friends, theres really no words to describe how i feel right now, im just being and letting whatever happens happen. Im so over everything, i just want out.High school drama has totally played out in my book, and im sick of it, along with everything else.