Too bad...
Not my day, again. Nothing completely horrid, however nothing significantly great either. Decided to be good kids and go to ASB, ended up doing nothing and talking about b.s. Actaully this kind of upset me: So kathy and a bunch of us were talkin to wes about weight, and she was playing the dumb ditzy girl having them to try to guess her weight, pretending to be modest about it. So they're asking her and what not, and we're going round the circle and i'm like kathy shut up, you can't weigh more than whatever number they said cause i only weigh 135. She looks me up and down and looks disgusted. Then tells me to stand up, so i do, and im like 4 inches taller than her (at least) and shes like theres no way you weish only 135 lbs. You know what....eat it! Cause i do, and im sorry shes embarassed that a girl thats nearly half a foot taller than her weighs the same amount. I mean i've always been conscious of my weight and size, not cause im fat but just cause all my friends are super skinny. So im definetly gonna be pissed, if you're incenating that im bigger than i really am. So FYI Melissa Carpenter only weighs 135 lbs, and im like 5'8 so what now?! I hate people like that, shes the type of reason no one wants to cheer, in it for the wrong reasons and basically rude, thinking shes too hot for anything. Whatev.
Hmm anyways what else went wrong....oh yeah, so i thought i was gonna go to the f-ball game but thats a no-go cause basically no one was going, and i can't go to nicole's thing tomorrow--> not that i'd actually be able to but i could have pulled a tone (haha). PLUS- i was plannin on talking to him after the game, but that won't work. And i think its too lame to do that kinda thing over the internet, maybe ill call him? No thats pretty lame too...this whole thing is not workin out for me. Its weird cause i really don't care, but thinking of him with certain people (not rock-el though that'd be cute!) bothers me and i can't see it. But you never know. Sometimes love is blind and its one of those things that you can't help you fall for. Remember Mary's experience...enough sad, i love her though. I mean, lets just say hes not the normal type of guy id go for, if ya know what i mean. But...yeah.
Guess thats all, too bad things just can't work out spontaneously, or magically for that matter- itd make it a lot easier on all of us. ~Carp
Hmm anyways what else went wrong....oh yeah, so i thought i was gonna go to the f-ball game but thats a no-go cause basically no one was going, and i can't go to nicole's thing tomorrow--> not that i'd actually be able to but i could have pulled a tone (haha). PLUS- i was plannin on talking to him after the game, but that won't work. And i think its too lame to do that kinda thing over the internet, maybe ill call him? No thats pretty lame too...this whole thing is not workin out for me. Its weird cause i really don't care, but thinking of him with certain people (not rock-el though that'd be cute!) bothers me and i can't see it. But you never know. Sometimes love is blind and its one of those things that you can't help you fall for. Remember Mary's experience...enough sad, i love her though. I mean, lets just say hes not the normal type of guy id go for, if ya know what i mean. But...yeah.
Guess thats all, too bad things just can't work out spontaneously, or magically for that matter- itd make it a lot easier on all of us. ~Carp