Unplanned and overpacked
I am probably at one of the most exciting, yet unplanned points of my life. I can do and go wherever I want, live/work anywhere I want. Whats not to be unsure about? Just about everything..
Ever since the turn of the new year, my enjoyment at the studio has gone down hill. I love my career, the clients, and my confidence in my training is at a high. Training is what I will do for the rest of my life, yet i can't stand working for my boss. He has tossed me around, and financially played games that shouldn't be played. Once I turn in my 4 weeks, he won't be able to afford to lose me. And I am going to tell him, in respect to not burn bridges, that when he cut my pay about the 7 times that he did, I wasn't able to afford it either, but I had to adjust to it, just like he will have to adjust to losing a trainer.
This summer I am going to Europe, I haven't settled on a date yet, but its either July, Aug, or Sept. There are many factors involved, and my target is for May to have it all figured out. Then when I return from Europe: I need to get a job. I want to apply for a job out of state, but it just seems like I have so much to do before I can even start to job search. My lease is up May 31st, and I'm gonna stay at Charles' place in June, and am gonna quit end of June/early-mid July (again depending on when I go to Europe). In August I'm supposed to go to Missinabi (up north Canada) Aug 10th-17th so I have to plan around that. I am just ready for something new with my life. Lansing offered what it has to offer for me, and I am ready to move on. But am I ready for the unexpected?
Who knows, a client told me "about 20% of life goes as planned, the other 80% is unpredictable. And thats what life is all about, dealing with the unplanned." So I've been seeing this guy Paul for the last 2 months, and I keep telling myselfaloi4yt lzhvzpiGod Steve, focus on your career..
Ever since the turn of the new year, my enjoyment at the studio has gone down hill. I love my career, the clients, and my confidence in my training is at a high. Training is what I will do for the rest of my life, yet i can't stand working for my boss. He has tossed me around, and financially played games that shouldn't be played. Once I turn in my 4 weeks, he won't be able to afford to lose me. And I am going to tell him, in respect to not burn bridges, that when he cut my pay about the 7 times that he did, I wasn't able to afford it either, but I had to adjust to it, just like he will have to adjust to losing a trainer.
This summer I am going to Europe, I haven't settled on a date yet, but its either July, Aug, or Sept. There are many factors involved, and my target is for May to have it all figured out. Then when I return from Europe: I need to get a job. I want to apply for a job out of state, but it just seems like I have so much to do before I can even start to job search. My lease is up May 31st, and I'm gonna stay at Charles' place in June, and am gonna quit end of June/early-mid July (again depending on when I go to Europe). In August I'm supposed to go to Missinabi (up north Canada) Aug 10th-17th so I have to plan around that. I am just ready for something new with my life. Lansing offered what it has to offer for me, and I am ready to move on. But am I ready for the unexpected?
Who knows, a client told me "about 20% of life goes as planned, the other 80% is unpredictable. And thats what life is all about, dealing with the unplanned." So I've been seeing this guy Paul for the last 2 months, and I keep telling myselfaloi4yt lzhvzpiGod Steve, focus on your career..