I will follow you into the dark...

[redwindmill11]

Today went on.

I somehow woke up at 2:30 today.
The rest of the day sort of meshed itself together.

I went and got my new cell phone.
A REAL phone.
I have a new number...inquire in the comments if you would like to know it.

I went to the girl's soccer game tonight.
Congrats on your win.

Evan then rushed me home...
His family got Chipotle.
We ate it at my house while listening to Death Cab.

It's one of the best CD's I own.

I think I need to give up on anyone ever liking me at the right moment. No matter how hard I try to be a lover. I'm a lover that's always too late. That sucks. Does it happen to anyone?
The other day I told my dad that I never succeed at anything.
He then told me I never do anything he asks me to.
I told him this was different.

"You have to be optimistic Matt...You won't get anywhere being so down."

I responded:
"Well I've been optimistic and It didn't work."
He then gave me one of those looks that meant: Listen to what you just said will you?

I thought about it.
"Yeah...I get your point."