30 days clean
so 30 days today...
and you know what its been fine
but now i really want to smoke for reason
i dont know its probably because i am hungry
but life is pretty good right now...
i really truly like this girl a lot but i know i need to back off it will blow up in my face
to much like talking and such to much is a bad thing i need to get good at that
but impluses are hard
being clean is a good thing i am doing my school work...
getting good money at work...
i actually have money in the bank over 100 dollar right now and it feels good...
last night though i got my bank card and my dad took it away and it pissed me off a lot
i got loud and angry blah blah blah but i know its the right thing
i just want the freedom to go and get money when i want to go and get money but i might have it and go buy drugs they think and i think they arent right but they are dong what IOP says
i dont know nothing more right now...
and you know what its been fine
but now i really want to smoke for reason
i dont know its probably because i am hungry
but life is pretty good right now...
i really truly like this girl a lot but i know i need to back off it will blow up in my face
to much like talking and such to much is a bad thing i need to get good at that
but impluses are hard
being clean is a good thing i am doing my school work...
getting good money at work...
i actually have money in the bank over 100 dollar right now and it feels good...
last night though i got my bank card and my dad took it away and it pissed me off a lot
i got loud and angry blah blah blah but i know its the right thing
i just want the freedom to go and get money when i want to go and get money but i might have it and go buy drugs they think and i think they arent right but they are dong what IOP says
i dont know nothing more right now...