day 9
hello my name is ben and i am addict...i say this at every meeting and such...
last night i went ot my first lecture/group...it made me think a lot about my lying to people (mostly my parents) and made me think about others around me and how i will fit in after i am done and clean...i dont knwo what to think...i wish i did
in other news...krhissy is getting back to michigan on friday i am excited for that...i miss her...but i dont when i will see her again...because of reasons concerning the top...but when we do, we do and thats ok...as long as it takes i know she will be there for me i am happy to have someone so supportive in my life other than my family make me feel something different
last night i went ot my first lecture/group...it made me think a lot about my lying to people (mostly my parents) and made me think about others around me and how i will fit in after i am done and clean...i dont knwo what to think...i wish i did
in other news...krhissy is getting back to michigan on friday i am excited for that...i miss her...but i dont when i will see her again...because of reasons concerning the top...but when we do, we do and thats ok...as long as it takes i know she will be there for me i am happy to have someone so supportive in my life other than my family make me feel something different