change of plans...
as of last night...me moving in 2 years has now suddenly been changed to six months to a year and no more.
aaron hates his job. actually, he loves his job, he hates who he works for. no matter how hard he works, how many hours he puts in, how much money he brings in every week for the company, it is never good enough. he is never good enough in the eyes of his cousins who are also his bosses. it floors me that my boyfriend has earned their company 4 million dollars in the last year and somehow that still isn't good enough. it makes me so angry that i have no control over the situation. that i constantly have to kiss ass and make conversation at family cookouts and walk on eggshells around the whole family just because they think they are better than me.
so bottom line...aaron is fed up and has finally come to realize that he doesn't deserve to be treated this way every day. and not only does it affect him, it affects us and our relationship and i hate to see him come home every day hating what he just got done doing all day because he is never given any atta boy's for his accomplisments. ever.
and another thing. aaron misses his family really bad. he doesn't want to miss out on any more of his brother kyle's soccer tournaments or any more of katelyn's school dances. he feels like he is missing out on so much. he misses his best friend jason, too--who is honestly the coolest guy i've ever met next to aaron. and i miss my best friends, too.
we want to be at the lake cabin every weekend and enjoy an environment that doesn't include humidity every day. it took both aaron and i to move away from spokane to realize how badly we want to live there again and settle down and start our family. it's a good feeling to know what makes you happy, and to know where home really is.
i know it won't be the paradise it always is for two weeks in the summertime when i come home, but it will be just that...home. at this point, that's all i can really ask for.
aaron hates his job. actually, he loves his job, he hates who he works for. no matter how hard he works, how many hours he puts in, how much money he brings in every week for the company, it is never good enough. he is never good enough in the eyes of his cousins who are also his bosses. it floors me that my boyfriend has earned their company 4 million dollars in the last year and somehow that still isn't good enough. it makes me so angry that i have no control over the situation. that i constantly have to kiss ass and make conversation at family cookouts and walk on eggshells around the whole family just because they think they are better than me.
so bottom line...aaron is fed up and has finally come to realize that he doesn't deserve to be treated this way every day. and not only does it affect him, it affects us and our relationship and i hate to see him come home every day hating what he just got done doing all day because he is never given any atta boy's for his accomplisments. ever.
and another thing. aaron misses his family really bad. he doesn't want to miss out on any more of his brother kyle's soccer tournaments or any more of katelyn's school dances. he feels like he is missing out on so much. he misses his best friend jason, too--who is honestly the coolest guy i've ever met next to aaron. and i miss my best friends, too.
we want to be at the lake cabin every weekend and enjoy an environment that doesn't include humidity every day. it took both aaron and i to move away from spokane to realize how badly we want to live there again and settle down and start our family. it's a good feeling to know what makes you happy, and to know where home really is.
i know it won't be the paradise it always is for two weeks in the summertime when i come home, but it will be just that...home. at this point, that's all i can really ask for.