The rest of the afternoon disappeared in a haze of cocktails, sunscreen and increasingly ridiculous pool games.
Tony invented a game of Probie Whack which involved pool noodles and other inflatable’s being ridden and Tim and occasionally Tony being whacked. Gibbs found himself shaking his head affectionately at his two boys as Tim surged out of the water and pulled Tony off his favorite inflatable pink pony, while Tony yelled that it was against the rules.
Gibbs stood with his hands on his hips as he watched his two boys wrestling in the water.
“I am NOT umpiring this. Beside Tony you have already had four cocktail time outs, two defensive free hits and three action replays.”
Tim grinned “Ha!” before disappearing back under the water with Tony’s sunglasses as hostage.
Eventually the sun started to sink behind the trees and the temperature started to cool so they collected up Tony’s GSM magazine, Tim’s Scouting Monthly and various glasses and plates and made their way inside for the evening.
While Tim was showering the chlorine off Gibbs went to explain the next part of his plan to Tony, who agreed whole heartedly after the success of his own ‘Touch McGee as much as possible’ plan.
“Which one do you want to watch?” Tony asked eagerly
Gibbs looked quickly at the rather impressive pile of porn Tony had brought with him and raised an eyebrow.
“What? It is supposed to be a sex trip. I didn’t know exactly what we were going to end up doing did I?” Tony defended himself and Gibbs smirked before running an eye down the titles.
He shrugged and decided to leave the choice to the film buff.
“Just make sure there are lots of women and straight sex going on. No guy on guy.”
Tony furrowed his brow. ”No guy on guy? Isn’t that what we are trying to do?”
Gibbs sighed “Tim doesn’t have a problem with woman and sex. Its just guys that he associates with pain and fear. Watching some six foot seven guy with a foot long hard on bending some poor delivery boy over a table and sticking it up his ass is NOT going to be a turn on for him”
Tony has the grace to blush as he considered that.
“Yeah right. Sorry I didn’t think of that. Right no guy on guy then. At all. That’s fine. Most of what I brought is hetro anyway. Or girl on girl”
Gibbs left Tony analyzing what film might be a greater turn on for Tim and shook his head. On the surface Anthony DiNozzo was a mess of contradictions. He loved woman. Loved sex with women. But there was some part of him that just wasn’t satisfied through his relationships with women. And he had had more than a few. He still went out on dates and occasionally even slept with women even though he considered himself committed to Gibbs and Tim.
Tony liked the safety and feeling loved that being dominated gave him. Being a good looking, confident guy and a Federal Agent to boot most women who went out with him expected him to be the one to take the lead in the bedroom. And that was fine. For a while.
The strong bold women who could dominate him in the bedroom tended to either scare the shit out of him or annoy him when it came to the dating part of the equation. And so here he was like a pin up fantasy happily looking through girl on girl porn in the hopes of arousing his male lover and co sub in a night of mutual masturbation.
It never failed to amuse Gibbs to hear Tony talk about his latest conquest in his endless search for a woman who offered him the right mix of beauty, brains, strength and confidence. It was like a competition that Tony would always win against the much quieter, baby faced McGee.
It was especially amusing when Tony was bragging about his sex life while Tim was fucking him.
When Gibbs fucked Tony he would moan, and vocalize and Gibbs had to admit hearing his want for him was a real turn on. But he would NEVER tell Gibbs what to do or how he wanted it. Gibbs was Master and Tony at heart was a sub through and through.
When Tim fucked Tony though Tony would start off telling him what to do as if challenging him, daring him to make him scream.
“Come on Pet, my Grandmother with a strap on could do better than that!”
Tony was a very pushy bottom when it came to Tim as if making it clear that Tim might be fucking him but he was Tim’s equal and he wasn’t submitting to him.
Tim would simply smile and slip a cock ring over Tony’s cock so he stayed hard while he fucked him and take his own sweet time about it. Gibbs would watch trying not to smile as Tony would argue and demand and insist Tim fucked him harder, faster, and deeper.
And Tim would get this look in his eyes and he would clench his jaw and slowly but surely make sure Tony lost his mind. Tim had nearly ten years on Tony and nearly another ten on Gibbs. And he would fuck like it.
Soon Tony would be tossing his head and instead of instructions he would simply be begging, thrashing, rocking, and clawing while Tim pounded into him, his tight ass thrusting hard until they came with Tim’s name on Tony lips. It never failed to excite Gibbs often resulting in a bit of a free for all fuck fest which would leave them all panting and utterly boneless with exhaustion.
Well those were the Good Old Days.
Gibbs looked around searching for his youngest boy only to find him hesitatingly peeking around a pillar at them, while he toweled his hair dry. Gibbs caught his eye and held it and Tim flushed with embarrassment at being caught.
“Come here Pet”
Gibbs patted the large soft couch beside him and tried not to sigh in frustration as Tim chewed on his lip nervously. No he wouldn’t crowd him. He had said he wanted to do this.
Gibbs smiled “Tim I won’t touch you with out asking. I promise. We are just going to watch some porn. Maybe take the edge off. That’s all. Tony and I would prefer to have you here when we do it. If you want to join in that fine.”
Tim nodded and stepped towards the couch when Gibbs stopped him.
“Clothes off for this though Pet.”
Gibbs didn’t give Tim a chance to answer and simply stood and began taking off his own clothes and folding them into a neat pile.
Tony waved the porn flick in front of Gibbs excitedly before placing it in the machine. They had on occasion watched porn together although generally they preferred the time they had together to be spent fucking each other rather than watching others do it.
Tim sat hunched defensively on the couch with Gibbs on one side of him and Tony on the other, awkwardly aware that they were all naked. Gibbs was quiet and was just settling back while Tony was making eager noises and starting up a commentary of oh I love this bit, she is hot, yeah baby you love that.
Tim looked up and watched the bounce of ample breasts as the man thrust into her. She moaned loudly and raised her hips off the floor, her knees wide.
Tony grinned “You know I had this girl once used to do just that. Felt fucking fantastic.”
Gibbs resisted the urge to reach over the back of the couch and give Tony a head slap. Instead he looked at Tim who looked up at him biting on his full bottom lip nervously. The vulnerability in his eyes made part of Gibbs burn. He wanted to hold him, keep him safe, and make him laugh again.
Slowly Gibbs slipped an arm over Tim’s shoulders and pulled him in closer to him so Tim had his head buried in his neck and he could feel his warm breath against his skin. He simply watched and allowed Tim to at least listen to the sounds of the sex on the screen in front of him. Gibbs slipped his own hand around his hardening erection and started to stroke himself knowing that Tim was watching his flesh respond to his touch. He heard Tim’s breathing alter and quicken slightly and he allowed himself a smile, spreading his own knees a little wider and relaxing back against the couch.
Tony after the agonizing anticipation and long weeks of no sex was already making up for lost time and soon his familiar little approving soft grunting sounds could be heard as he rather theatrically stroked himself off.
Gibbs continued slowly building his own enjoyment with a practiced hand then after a few more minutes he turned his head and whispered into Tim’s ear.
“Pet? You don’t have to say anything but I would like to touch your cock? Ok?”
Gibbs paused and waited until finally he felt Tim tentatively squeeze his arm. Slowly he slid his free hand around Tim’s semi hard cock and started up a slow rhythm. He was careful not to look at Tim’s face which he currently had buried in Gibbs’ shoulder.
Instead he looked straight ahead at the massive screen in front of them which was slowly panning around several couples rather athletically screwing each other blind. The surround sound system was filling the room with moans and groans and the sounds of wet fucking.
Gibbs continued jerking himself off but his attention was really on Tim’s increasingly breathless pants against his neck.
Again not looking down he whispered to Tim “If you want me to stroke harder Tim just squeeze my arm”
There was the slightest hesitation and then Gibbs felt Tim’s trim nails curling into his arm. He squeezed a bit harder and increased his pace.
Tony groaned loudly settled back into the couch and started masturbating in earnest his hand quickening.
Gibbs wanted to kiss Tim and roll him underneath him and feel his tight warmth but he held himself in check. It excited him to feel the hot pants against his neck and the increasing tension as Tim tensed beside him and curled his fingers deeper into Gibbs arm. Gibbs tightened his grip on Tim and himself and began working in earnest and smiled as he felt Tim instinctively thrust into his hand for more.
It was a start. If he could make Tim associate his touch with pleasure then he wouldn’t be so afraid to allow him to penetrate him later.
Tim moaned softly and then bit it off as if embarrassed and Gibbs nudged his head with his own.
“It’s ok Tim. I want to hear you. It makes me happy that I can please you. I want you to come for me Pet. Don’t be ashamed of it. Enjoy it” Gibbs whispered down into Tim’s ear.
There was a pause and then Tim still with his head down, slowly slid his hand up behind Gibbs’s neck and buried his fingers in his hair. He arched his body in response to its growing demands, his thighs tight with tension, almost leaning across Gibbs’s chest and feeling his warmth across his back.
Tony’s eyes grew wide as he shifted his attention from the screen to where Tim was almost in Gibbs’s lap, his eyes screwed shut and Gibbs was working him with his hand. His head was tipped back exposing his long sensitive throat, his lips were softly open and moist and Tony could see every muscle on Tim’s stripped down form tensing as he moaned from Gibbs’s touch, almost bucking as he…
Oh Fuck!
Tony came hard and threw his head back himself as he was over whelmed, shuddering through a strong orgasm, feeling the jerks of his hot hard cock in his own hand as it twitched. Finally he sagged back against the couch and sucked in a deep breath, blinking to clear the spots from his vision. He reached down and idly wiped himself clean with a damp cloth as he watched Gibbs and Tim.
“Come on Pet …its ok…you’re safe……come for me my baby boy..I want to hear you…come for me…I’ve got you…Its going to be ok…..”
Gibbs whispered endless reassurances into Tim’s ear as he felt his own orgasm approaching. It was turning him on so much to feel Tim pressing against him naked and to have his fingers curled into his hair and the little whimpers he was making as if he was helpless under Gibbs’s skill. But he didn’t want to come before Tim did. He didn’t want to lose any concentration and he didn’t want to alter anything in case Tim got distracted and backed off.
Suddenly Tim’s eyes flew open and he almost asked a surprised question.
“Gibbs?”
And then he came hard, shuddering and gripping into Gibbs’s flesh with his strong fingers. A second later Gibbs allowed himself to come and he felt the hot come spurt into his hand as he felt himself twitch. Gibbs panted, pleased that Tim had allowed himself that release. He held Tim tight against him, feeling him shudder and twitch against him before he reached down and grabbed some tissues and began cleaning himself and Tim gently up. Gibbs dropped the soggy tissues to the floor and wrapped both arms around Tim holding him tight before peering down trying to get a look at Tim’s face. He lifted Tim’s chin gently with his finger.
“Pet?”
Tim opened his eyes, took a deep shaky breath and then burst into tears.
Gibbs suddenly pulled him onto his lap completely and into his arms holding him tightly as he cried, sobbing heartbroken into Gibbs shoulder.
“Shusshhh it's ok Tim. It’s ok. Everything’s going to be ok now.”
Tony moved close beside them and leaned into them, running his hand comfortingly up and down Tim’s back as he cried.
“They, they hurt me….they squeezed and twisted my dick and it hurt. They thought it was funny. They kept doing it. I couldn’t fight back. I was ….I was…”
Tim’s voice was sobbing and broken but Gibbs knew he needed to get it out and tell them what had happened to him down in that disgusting pit. Tim took a deep shuddering breath and continued, his head bowed as he leaned into Gibbs.
“I was tied down. They taunted me. They didn’t want me to get hard when….when they raped me.”
Gibbs closed his eyes as he held his terrified, sobbing boy in his arms. He had seen where they had held Tim and he couldn’t help the horrific images appearing in his mind that Tim’s words created.
Even as pain sliced through him at the injustice of it all, he rocked Tim gently in his arms while Tony froze horrified, uncertain what to do.
“I was so bruised and swollen ….it hurt to pee. I thought they had actually broken something. I thought that I might never be able to…..”
Tim’s words disappeared into more gut wrenching anguish and Gibbs realized that one of the secret fears he had been carrying around with him all this time was that he didn’t know if he was physically capable of orgasm after what they had done to him.
“Oh Timmy. Shushhhh It’s ok. You’re fine. You’re going to be ok.”
Gibbs murmured constant reassurances into his ear as Tim continued to cry. Tony sat beside them, leaning elbows on knees with his head sagging, silent tears dripping down his face as he listened to the pain being pulled out of his young lover.
Eventually Tim stopped crying and sagged exhausted against Gibbs, his eyes red rimmed and glazed from tears.
Gibbs stoked his hair gently and whispered loving comforting words into his ear.
“I think its bedtime, don’t you?”
Tim nodded slowly against his chest and with shaky legs climbed out of his lap. Tony silently switched off the television and Gibbs led both his boys to bed, tucking them in securely, with a tender kiss for each.
“Tony? Watch over Tim for me.” Gibbs turned to see Tim already asleep, his features relaxed and oh so young in the dim light. His breathing was slow, deep and trusting. Gibbs stared at him, trying to reassure himself that they were shadows and not bruises across his face.
“Where are you going?” Gibbs could hear the hint of fear in Tony’s voice, at the thought that Gibbs was leaving him.
“I will be back soon. Don’t worry Tony. I just need to get out for a while”
Suddenly Tony understood. Gibbs was angry. Silent, deadly angry. He knew that Gibbs needed to out, to get away from him and Tim because he didn’t want to hurt or scare them.
“Ok”
Tony watched Gibbs stalk rigid from the room, knowing it might be hours before he returned. He wriggled closer to Tim preparing to watch over him and wait for Gibbs’ return.
He heard the front door slam shut violently and Tony rapidly blinked back fresh tears as he stared up at the ceiling.