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Isn't it really weird how people can grow and evolve so easily? Whether it comes to hanging out with different people. Participating in different activities, or what not. It really astounds me.
So many have gone into and come out of my life. I miss talking to some of those whom I used to converse with. Others, i'm glad are out of my life. But, all in all, it's quite saddening, really. The fact that after people are friends, if they were to ever see them in public somewhere, they woulden't say hello, and the situation suddenly turns more awkward than not.
I don't know...I have just been thinking quite a bit since last night.
I also need to be more outspoken, as well. Last year I aquired the idea (which makes me sound like a conceited motherfucker) that I don't really talk to people who deserve my time. It's not like I don't talk to people because i'm shy, I just don't want to make an effort. I don't really believe this as much as I used to. I need to speak up more, though.
So many have gone into and come out of my life. I miss talking to some of those whom I used to converse with. Others, i'm glad are out of my life. But, all in all, it's quite saddening, really. The fact that after people are friends, if they were to ever see them in public somewhere, they woulden't say hello, and the situation suddenly turns more awkward than not.
I don't know...I have just been thinking quite a bit since last night.
I also need to be more outspoken, as well. Last year I aquired the idea (which makes me sound like a conceited motherfucker) that I don't really talk to people who deserve my time. It's not like I don't talk to people because i'm shy, I just don't want to make an effort. I don't really believe this as much as I used to. I need to speak up more, though.