Mar 25, 2003 21:31
mols if you could get my your email address or phone number or something to contact you i have a few questions that i hope you might have some answers for. you could just reply here or send me an email (keycn@slu.edu)
well kids i have been doing a lot of thinking recently. a lot of looking down on myself for being afraid. a lot of noticing what i dislike about myself and working to change it. its a slow process but i'll get there. i've been feeling a little selfish and edgy and impulsive. not all bad but not all good either i guess. it's time to make some changes and it feels like i am jumping into a ice cold minnesota lake instead of slowly easing into chilly early summer missouri pool. i don't know i think i am losing my mind sometimes.
last nite went with lovely lauren and lylee to see he loves me he loves me not. wonderful movie and it was great to hear about lauren since i haven't seen her in a while and great to spend some time with lylee since i don't get to do it often. they both seem wonderful and i hope they stay that way. also i hope all the rest of you are taking good care of yourselves because you all deserve it. i love you all very much.