la ti da ti de......and the beat goes on.....
i always think back on past friendships, or just simply people that i used to know, or even just talk to a few times. i always wonder how or what they are doing and such similiar things. usually it is people that i would care to see again, not the ones that i dont like. but the thought that they think about me too never crossed my mind untill the other day. now, it is wierd and i just wonder sometimes what they think about when they think of me. do they remember the fun times or the times when i was being bitchy? strange it is...to want to see yourself from another view. i wonder if i would act differently if i saw myself at another angle. i am sure that i wouldnt. it is wierd that you dont know what others really think, all you know is what they tell you. usually if you leave a lasting impression on some one you will never know, but thier lives are different in some strange way because of you. i know that i think back to things some people have said to me that have changed my outlook on lots of things, so i am sure that it works the other way around. i just hope that i didnt say something really stupid that will stick in thier heads for all eternity. so when every person that you have met or seen or known or had any link to knowing dies, will the memories of you just completly fade away? or will you leave something so great behind that to some one later down the line you will still be remember and thought of and about? and not just one person many people, because usually if you move someone they will want to tell others how they feel. like a painting for example, the mona lisa has been around for some time now, it is a timeless piece of art. it has inspired tons of people and will continue to do so as long as there are people around. some say having children will make you remembered, etc., but they are only human and will someday dies also, along with thier mind and thoughts. i hope that i do something great that will be appreciated by many others long after i am gone. arent you still curious?