sigh
wowzahs...
woke up real late, talked to james, were gonna hang out tomorrow. sposed to be like 60degrees tomorrow, im so excited. soooo nice!!!
then talked to a million people, ended up going out for ice cream at friendly's with mike who im pretty sure i havent seen since SOPHOMORE year!! i cant believe it was that long. (this is the exbf who's the twin.) i was very happy to see him.
then i was sposed to see josh (neighbor who ive been friends with forever) but on the way from manchester to tolland stutz calls me (he had called a couple times today) and he asked where i was, i said gettin off exit 68, and he said good dont go home cuz he was coming to see me since he really needed someone to talk to. so we ended up talking in the commuter lot for a good hour and a half. i still hate kerry, and i definitely dont want to leave anymore. im feeling rather pathetic kinda, but sometimes i just cant help the way i feel (especially about him). i hope hes realized a couple things, and he knows he's miserable so i hope he can just get himself out of it. theres only so much i can do so far away. im just praying he doesnt do anything stupid. im very confused right now personally cuz once again i dont know what to think and here i go getting my hopes up. but maybe this time... (thats what i always say). it was such a deep conversation we had and im goin INSANO!!
so then i went to joshs, he was there with simon. so we just chilled out for a while. def glad i got to see him before he leaves tomorrow. sigh
i dunno bout this college thing anymore. im happy, but at the same time theres so much i wish i could do at the same time. stutz pointed out a lot about my life as i tried to his. he knows that im happy. but WHY so far away!?!?! i wish it wasnt as far away, but at the same time i know i needed to get away. itll work out, someday it will.
woke up real late, talked to james, were gonna hang out tomorrow. sposed to be like 60degrees tomorrow, im so excited. soooo nice!!!
then talked to a million people, ended up going out for ice cream at friendly's with mike who im pretty sure i havent seen since SOPHOMORE year!! i cant believe it was that long. (this is the exbf who's the twin.) i was very happy to see him.
then i was sposed to see josh (neighbor who ive been friends with forever) but on the way from manchester to tolland stutz calls me (he had called a couple times today) and he asked where i was, i said gettin off exit 68, and he said good dont go home cuz he was coming to see me since he really needed someone to talk to. so we ended up talking in the commuter lot for a good hour and a half. i still hate kerry, and i definitely dont want to leave anymore. im feeling rather pathetic kinda, but sometimes i just cant help the way i feel (especially about him). i hope hes realized a couple things, and he knows he's miserable so i hope he can just get himself out of it. theres only so much i can do so far away. im just praying he doesnt do anything stupid. im very confused right now personally cuz once again i dont know what to think and here i go getting my hopes up. but maybe this time... (thats what i always say). it was such a deep conversation we had and im goin INSANO!!
so then i went to joshs, he was there with simon. so we just chilled out for a while. def glad i got to see him before he leaves tomorrow. sigh
i dunno bout this college thing anymore. im happy, but at the same time theres so much i wish i could do at the same time. stutz pointed out a lot about my life as i tried to his. he knows that im happy. but WHY so far away!?!?! i wish it wasnt as far away, but at the same time i know i needed to get away. itll work out, someday it will.