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Jan 07, 2005 00:36

they had a snow day...hmph! i did realize however that ill get my revenge in june when ill be drivin down to the beach and they'll all be in school still. take that snow storm!! there are about 8 miserable inches of snow on the ground and according to the weather men its goin no where since its covered in a layer of ice....followed by another snowstorm saturday. ugh cabin fever i hate not being able to go anywhere!! "secondary roads are treacherous"...BLAH way to live in a secondary town boooo!!

i thought of another thing i didnt miss about home...getting SHOCKED every damn time u touch something...icky dry air and electrocuting shocks...

tember started teaching me the sax today. oh boy do i SUCK. i would be good but i cant read the fricken notes. damn percussion. im getting quicker though. the rhythms are sooo easy but i cant do em without the notes. bah...9 more days here to learn

and how bout that episode of THE OC!!!!!!! woohoooooo!! soooo gooooood... cant wait for next week's!!

cant believe next semester is so close. 19 credits MIGHT be suicidal...but im thinkin i can do it. its all time management and i think i finally figured it out at the end of last semester (figures it was at the END)...but it should be a good time. don't know about the whole changing studio deal, but it might get me actually doing my work instead of putzin around and tryina work at the same time...we shall see!!!

some chick imd me today asking me all this stuff bout um, whether or not i thought shed get in etc. then she was asking me bout the types of people there...it was an interesting convo. she's like freakin out completely about whether or not shell get in. id feel bad if she didnt, she seemed pretty cool. so funny thinking back to last year and all that waiting around to know whether or not u get in. all u silly seniors i been talkin to lately. all you can do is WAIT... and CHILL!!!!!!!!! hehehe. then i always explain how everyone goes through it and how for me it was totally different since i never had a first choice school or any idea whatsoever of where i wanted to go. i basically wanted rejection letters as much as acceptance ones to help me narrow down the list. what a confusing time. i def think i finally made the right choice. and thank god my life fell apart at the end of january like it did cuz id be up here freezing my ass off at some school that doesnt even have as awesome a program at um. funny how things work out. life blow up in my face=umiami....funny huh?

i decided as addicting this livejournal thing has become...it also gets me thinking of everything that i feel is wrong in my life and make me wanna just get everything out of me like ill get some magical solution back. confusion in miami, confusion back home...ahhhhh!!!! then i keep thinking more in my head about everything and depress myself...no good. maybe one days itll be better and ill let it all out..but for now ill keep it all inside. plus i know some people would not be very happy with the stuff i write and then THAT would be a mess for sure, and then i have all these secrets that this thing gets me thinkin about cuz im using it like i used to use my diary as. oh boy...shhhhhhhhh (telling myself to stop babbling)

enough for now... back to thinkin bout old times and how to figure stuff out now before im gone again
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