if nobody cared i would laugh
just sometimes i cry out without making a sound i scream and nothing comes out i become mute and nobody cares and it sets me to thinking my voice is lost amongst my friends my family and everyone else noone really cares what i have to say and i think im the cause so i apologize to everyone and start to be quite again its a habit that causes me to rot inside i feel like im falling apart i want to scream but who cares anyways if i do or dont im disrespected disconcerned disorganized and dishonered i might as well not exist my only use to everyone around me is when they need me to do something for them
hell no one even cares if im worried about them i feel lost and alone in my own private misery with a sound track blairing sad songs while i sit in the shapeless dark
love should always beget love just as a promise but why is it that nothing seems to work out the way its supposed to
simple its because life sucks and its a dog eat dog world so noone cares and noones listening
and on that note im done should i feel compeled to write again to the eletronic faires or the voices in my head you will see me again when my dellusianal mind reachs a breaking point i will return
cest la vie
red
hell no one even cares if im worried about them i feel lost and alone in my own private misery with a sound track blairing sad songs while i sit in the shapeless dark
love should always beget love just as a promise but why is it that nothing seems to work out the way its supposed to
simple its because life sucks and its a dog eat dog world so noone cares and noones listening
and on that note im done should i feel compeled to write again to the eletronic faires or the voices in my head you will see me again when my dellusianal mind reachs a breaking point i will return
cest la vie
red