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my thoughts run around too quickly for me to write them down. ive been staring at this page for almost 5 minutes just thinking about what i was going to write. and i wondered why i was updating in the first place if i didnt really have anything to say.
i have a reason to be mad at him, now.
imagine something youve always wanted. something tangible. and imagine it was in your reach, and then just as you almost had it, it got taken away.
im upset about it, and i dont know if i will ever forgive him. i dont know if i ever really need to.
meanwhile, ive got 8 million other things going on. im trying to keep my life intact with as little drama as possible, but things are flying by at the speed of light, full of misinterpretations and lack of communication and its a situation where everything that can go wrong will go wrong.
ive picked up some bad habits already in the past month that i know many people would not approve of. but ive got something now that ive been looking for for a while and finally got. im out of here almost every night hanging out with people who actually enjoy my company, which is more than i can say for my roommates. the glastonbury posse was a bad, bad decision. i already know who im living with next year and im happy about that and i just want things to fastfoward to a time where i will be really happy.
not that im not happy now. but i could be happier.
although i suppose happy is a comparative term.
either way
i am leaving again tonight
and thank you andy paulo for letting me tell you my secret
time to break in mozart, who we all know is perfect in every way. especially because he can fit in my purse.
i have a reason to be mad at him, now.
imagine something youve always wanted. something tangible. and imagine it was in your reach, and then just as you almost had it, it got taken away.
im upset about it, and i dont know if i will ever forgive him. i dont know if i ever really need to.
meanwhile, ive got 8 million other things going on. im trying to keep my life intact with as little drama as possible, but things are flying by at the speed of light, full of misinterpretations and lack of communication and its a situation where everything that can go wrong will go wrong.
ive picked up some bad habits already in the past month that i know many people would not approve of. but ive got something now that ive been looking for for a while and finally got. im out of here almost every night hanging out with people who actually enjoy my company, which is more than i can say for my roommates. the glastonbury posse was a bad, bad decision. i already know who im living with next year and im happy about that and i just want things to fastfoward to a time where i will be really happy.
not that im not happy now. but i could be happier.
although i suppose happy is a comparative term.
either way
i am leaving again tonight
and thank you andy paulo for letting me tell you my secret
time to break in mozart, who we all know is perfect in every way. especially because he can fit in my purse.