Apr 25, 2006 10:21
... so take a look at your fucking horror
so like... despite me + bryn deciding to stay together,
I can't actually be bothered to hassle him for sex or attention anymore,
which tbh, worries me.
even when I was cheating on dave, we still had mass amounts of sex...
I dunno...
I dunno what this means but like it needs to stop
I've been rereading my old LJ entries from when we first got together
and its been making me mad
like... why would you tell someone you loved them
and ask them to marry you
if you were only gonna turn around 9 months later
and tear it all apart?
making me move to barnet fucker
telling me lies...
why?
WHY?!
*CALM*
no need to moan, he's [begrudgingly I can only assume]
staying with me
for now...
I think that I need to rethink some of the choices I made
... and maybe shock everyone with what I perceive to be the only option
I should have taken
but didn't cuz I'm a fucking retard
in other local news -
wtf? I can't stop thinking about you
you know who you are
I fucking love you
I really do X