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I am back on track with being ... not necessarily happy but not hung up on some douchebag that doesn't deserve me what so ever. Oh, apparently he is dating someone he met on match.com. Now I dont think online dating is bad BUT when you tell me you don't want a relationship w/ me or anyone else and you go and PAY for an online dating site, theres something wrong with that picture. Also, when you decide to tell me you've been dating her for a 'while', how long is that? Since basically things between him and I ended a little under two months ago. I just see this as being fucked up. Oh well, at least people realize hes an asshole around me - including Brad, who says he's been acting like a douche even to him lately.
I cant afford to pay for weight watchers anymore. Not like I was really following it to a T lately anyway. I need to refind my motivation to gain the 5 lbs that I gained back because it's not working for me. I dont like how I feel etc etc. I cant complain because it was my own choice.
Finals are coming up and I cant wait to be done with this semester. I equate it with the stupidity of liking someone and always going out and not concentrating the way I should have. I should have taken 4 classes, I should be getting higher grades, I should be going to class more. Should should should should should. Blah!
Christmas is coming and I Cant wait - I love christmas morning and there's nothing better. Im pissed that my dad got a fake tree. I'm debating on going out and buying things that smell like pine and placing them all over the house..
Oh and I'm financially suffocating but Im ok - because like Chad and I have discussed, I dont like to let anyone see me suffer with money. I hope Vinnys picks up but Ive been hoping that for a while. This guy roberto that I work with works at Cattails in East Providence and says they are looking for servers, so I might go see if it's seasonal/long term, how many shifts I'd potentially get etc etc, and talk to the girls to see how that business is doing.
I should really clean my room.. and go to the gym.
I cant afford to pay for weight watchers anymore. Not like I was really following it to a T lately anyway. I need to refind my motivation to gain the 5 lbs that I gained back because it's not working for me. I dont like how I feel etc etc. I cant complain because it was my own choice.
Finals are coming up and I cant wait to be done with this semester. I equate it with the stupidity of liking someone and always going out and not concentrating the way I should have. I should have taken 4 classes, I should be getting higher grades, I should be going to class more. Should should should should should. Blah!
Christmas is coming and I Cant wait - I love christmas morning and there's nothing better. Im pissed that my dad got a fake tree. I'm debating on going out and buying things that smell like pine and placing them all over the house..
Oh and I'm financially suffocating but Im ok - because like Chad and I have discussed, I dont like to let anyone see me suffer with money. I hope Vinnys picks up but Ive been hoping that for a while. This guy roberto that I work with works at Cattails in East Providence and says they are looking for servers, so I might go see if it's seasonal/long term, how many shifts I'd potentially get etc etc, and talk to the girls to see how that business is doing.
I should really clean my room.. and go to the gym.