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Blacklion day two; Spring break in two days; eaten a lot in two days; haven't showered in two days; haven't smoked in a week.....3 more hours at blacklion yes until i get to sit around and do nothing...but this pay periods pay check should be hefty and i mean pretty darn big. so big that big deserves two ggs....bigg!!! well the biggest of the year so far.
they say not ot get on the internet, but honestly i would kill myself if i haed to stand here constantly...fucking christ.
well here's a short one perhaps i'll come back and update more ina bit because well i might kill myself if i don't. I apologize about the previous entry, but ya know that just gives you a little bit of insight in to what blacklion is like by yourself for 4 hours. you go insnae with the old ladies and the gay men flying around every where...
luckily brittany is coming in to keep me same for an hour because that is the worst hour...the hour before you leave. the witching hour...that's when the ribbon elf and bad attitudes hit you and you can't stop crying...i mean binge eating..i mean whining...
well i need to get a tan, biGG time. perhaps mom will take us to the beach for a bit or maybe i'll go up to the cape with aunt gin. mmmm gin....
here's an update for you kids out there and hopefully this will spark an update fever where people who actually matter update their journals rapidly.
some lady just paid in all ones...and i had 36 ones to start out with...what a bitch blahhhh i would like some money please....we'll see, I'm rambling i'm really really bad at this. well here's a bit of an outline of what gilly and i think our hippy commune is going ot be like...just comment if you'd like to join us.
well seeing that gilly and i read interesting books about hippies and existentialism we decided to develop a nice hippy commune. we aren't sure about the exact place it will be set up in, but we're thinking some where nice and cheap out west, MOntana, washington or the coast of oregon...I vetoed california because we are going ot have a bus and we can't be paying for gas like they are. I suggest montana because the wilderness there and the lakes there are so nice in western montana and also it's wicked cheap to live there.
any way so she's reading Zen and the art of motorcycle maintinence and it's interesting because it's not a tao it's more of saying that we should be good at one thing and excell in one thing instead of being half ass in everything. Also it says that we should focus not on what we are, but just on being. also there will be no hierarchy of people. we are just living. this is what a boring rainy day in bio does to you.
I'll give you an example: "we passed some praries, some of the most beautiful nothingness i've seen, i did not want to stop and gaulk, or stop and take a picture, i did not want to explore...i was just as happy riding by and not disturbing them, as if i were a part of the landscape and story of the praries that others would see."
- or something like that.
i think that is next on my reading list. i'll update you on the hippy commune bhut that's all we have there for now. One last thing, everyone should pick up a book called "the dead letters" by nicholas meriwether. he's got his under grad at princeton and his doctorate at UC-berkley. it's basically all professional people writing about their experiences with the dead and an educated analysis of their music and sub-culture.
much love and boring entries
lucy fitzgerald bullock
they say not ot get on the internet, but honestly i would kill myself if i haed to stand here constantly...fucking christ.
well here's a short one perhaps i'll come back and update more ina bit because well i might kill myself if i don't. I apologize about the previous entry, but ya know that just gives you a little bit of insight in to what blacklion is like by yourself for 4 hours. you go insnae with the old ladies and the gay men flying around every where...
luckily brittany is coming in to keep me same for an hour because that is the worst hour...the hour before you leave. the witching hour...that's when the ribbon elf and bad attitudes hit you and you can't stop crying...i mean binge eating..i mean whining...
well i need to get a tan, biGG time. perhaps mom will take us to the beach for a bit or maybe i'll go up to the cape with aunt gin. mmmm gin....
here's an update for you kids out there and hopefully this will spark an update fever where people who actually matter update their journals rapidly.
some lady just paid in all ones...and i had 36 ones to start out with...what a bitch blahhhh i would like some money please....we'll see, I'm rambling i'm really really bad at this. well here's a bit of an outline of what gilly and i think our hippy commune is going ot be like...just comment if you'd like to join us.
well seeing that gilly and i read interesting books about hippies and existentialism we decided to develop a nice hippy commune. we aren't sure about the exact place it will be set up in, but we're thinking some where nice and cheap out west, MOntana, washington or the coast of oregon...I vetoed california because we are going ot have a bus and we can't be paying for gas like they are. I suggest montana because the wilderness there and the lakes there are so nice in western montana and also it's wicked cheap to live there.
any way so she's reading Zen and the art of motorcycle maintinence and it's interesting because it's not a tao it's more of saying that we should be good at one thing and excell in one thing instead of being half ass in everything. Also it says that we should focus not on what we are, but just on being. also there will be no hierarchy of people. we are just living. this is what a boring rainy day in bio does to you.
I'll give you an example: "we passed some praries, some of the most beautiful nothingness i've seen, i did not want to stop and gaulk, or stop and take a picture, i did not want to explore...i was just as happy riding by and not disturbing them, as if i were a part of the landscape and story of the praries that others would see."
- or something like that.
i think that is next on my reading list. i'll update you on the hippy commune bhut that's all we have there for now. One last thing, everyone should pick up a book called "the dead letters" by nicholas meriwether. he's got his under grad at princeton and his doctorate at UC-berkley. it's basically all professional people writing about their experiences with the dead and an educated analysis of their music and sub-culture.
much love and boring entries
lucy fitzgerald bullock