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who reads my journal anyway? lol...
so anyways...drama festival was today. and i gotta say it was a long day, starting off with downpouring rain creating big ol' piles of slush all over the place. festival was in fall river, MA, a long ways away. i forgot my cell phone so, i wasnt able to call tina unless i used kaley's phone, which kinda stunk. but so much stuff happened that i dont even know if i wanna write it. well to start off, we didnt get into states, but ah well, what can ya do. it was my first time doing festival anyway so i am just happy that i went to the 2nd round.
well anyway, now about stuff that happened during festival. well uh...at the dance, kendra's brother ryan was doing that party boy like dance to this girl from another school on the dance floor, and when she tried to leave him, he followed her everywhere doing that dance. it got so bad to the point where robby actually ran over to ryan and had to literally carry him away. i believe adrian apologized to the offended victims. as embarrassing as it was, i gotta say i laughed so hard. also, in our homeroom there we had a duck themed room, consisting of multiple squeaky rubber ducks and duck pinatas. and i guess the only other thing i feel like saying is that james and alyssa both got awards for their parts in the play - cocoanut soup at the palace.
and since i spent my whole saturday doing that, i have a lot of stuff to catch up on in my normal life outside festival. that should be challenging. i hate it when i fall behind on stuff. i just wish i could stick to things more. like...working out for instance. one day i'll get so pumped to do it and then i'll just....stop...and not do it again for a while. not even enough to do anything to myself. ughh rambling again.
so anyway
i feel like i really have been connecting with christina even more than usual lately. yet at the same time, i still feel like there's a lot more to her and it has always interested me. she knows me so well...in fact...sometimes she might even start getting mad or happy before i do something, just because she knows how i act. and i dont know how to describe it, but sometimes i just feel so empty minded with a blank state of mind, but she just brings all of my thoughts back and feelings and...oh i dont know. she is really just so special to me. i dont like making her upset but sometimes i just dont know what to say or do...and...i just wish i could make her happy ALL the time...hmmm...i just want to learn everything about her and how she feels about everything. just like when she said how she feels about people with no homes, when i always thought exactly the same thing, but for some reason we never even shared that thought until now...what else could there be?
so anyways...drama festival was today. and i gotta say it was a long day, starting off with downpouring rain creating big ol' piles of slush all over the place. festival was in fall river, MA, a long ways away. i forgot my cell phone so, i wasnt able to call tina unless i used kaley's phone, which kinda stunk. but so much stuff happened that i dont even know if i wanna write it. well to start off, we didnt get into states, but ah well, what can ya do. it was my first time doing festival anyway so i am just happy that i went to the 2nd round.
well anyway, now about stuff that happened during festival. well uh...at the dance, kendra's brother ryan was doing that party boy like dance to this girl from another school on the dance floor, and when she tried to leave him, he followed her everywhere doing that dance. it got so bad to the point where robby actually ran over to ryan and had to literally carry him away. i believe adrian apologized to the offended victims. as embarrassing as it was, i gotta say i laughed so hard. also, in our homeroom there we had a duck themed room, consisting of multiple squeaky rubber ducks and duck pinatas. and i guess the only other thing i feel like saying is that james and alyssa both got awards for their parts in the play - cocoanut soup at the palace.
and since i spent my whole saturday doing that, i have a lot of stuff to catch up on in my normal life outside festival. that should be challenging. i hate it when i fall behind on stuff. i just wish i could stick to things more. like...working out for instance. one day i'll get so pumped to do it and then i'll just....stop...and not do it again for a while. not even enough to do anything to myself. ughh rambling again.
so anyway
i feel like i really have been connecting with christina even more than usual lately. yet at the same time, i still feel like there's a lot more to her and it has always interested me. she knows me so well...in fact...sometimes she might even start getting mad or happy before i do something, just because she knows how i act. and i dont know how to describe it, but sometimes i just feel so empty minded with a blank state of mind, but she just brings all of my thoughts back and feelings and...oh i dont know. she is really just so special to me. i dont like making her upset but sometimes i just dont know what to say or do...and...i just wish i could make her happy ALL the time...hmmm...i just want to learn everything about her and how she feels about everything. just like when she said how she feels about people with no homes, when i always thought exactly the same thing, but for some reason we never even shared that thought until now...what else could there be?