Oct 14, 2004 02:13
ok so i went to help my friend in need and it turned to be the other way around. So you guys know about the older i was seeing adn how i waited for him and how i liked him so much. yea well i'm hanging out with my freind and he text messaged me.....and i laid itout for him but he hurt me soo bad....this is what was said:
him: hey sexy!
me: whats up
him: nothin much....u?
me: just hanging out with some friends
him: i have some. ;-)
me: what are you doing?
him: hanging out with friends in the couv
me: the couv? whats that?
him: vancouver
me: oh, what are you doing there?
him drinking. :-*
me: of course. how come you only talk to me when youve been drinking
him: I just started and wanted to say hi. goodnight!
me:I didnt mean to piss you off, it was nice that you thought of me, but i don't want to be seen as a sex object to you
him: k
me:I really like you and i wanted to be with you but i was waiting for something that wasn't going to happen
him: thats what everyone says to me
me: the last time we had sex u were right i was crying. because i knew that having sex with you,meant more to me than it did to you and that hurt
him: what are you tryin to tell me
me: well is true did you honestly have any intentions with me besides sex? I did a lot for you. I would be there naytime you ever needed me, and i dont regret anything
me: your an awsome guy, i just wish there could have been more
him: k! night ;-)
me: i'm trying to tell you that i freaking like you, i liek hanging out with you, but i can't sleep with you anymore, because you dont share the same feelings. i still want to hang out with you
me: but i can't be your toy
me: k fine night
him: thats ok because i can get it from who ever and whenever i want
me: your sucha fucking asshole!
him: how?
so then at that point i was crying and i called him and he sounded really upset, but i was yelling at him telling him that of all the things he could say...why that? that was the most hurtful thing he could say! It makes me feel like fucking shit! i hate guys! they hurt me so bad! and that was it. well he was liek i dont want to tlak about this right now, but i was liek i do, and hegoes i dont, and i will call you tomorrow and then we will talk, and hung up on me. i'm so glad christina was there. he is sucka fucking prick...whatever he has to say to me better be fucking good, because it will be the last time i talk to him!