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since im grounded from the comp at home i guess im stuck at updating from the language lab eh, who needs spanish grades worth a third of the mp grade..heh..but yeah
im going to come clean with a few people i havent talked to in a bajillion years tonight, and whether or not theyll listen is one thing, but im not doing it for them, im doing it for me, so boo-yah mother fuckers.
And for once, im content on not having a love interest. Im enjoying just hanging out talking to people, i think thats whats best for me right now, not worrying about girls, because thats definately my major flaw.
The main reason that everything thing got screwed up is because i thought i needed a girlfriend, which led to me screwing over people. And if i was in a relationship, i wanted to be "in love" so bad that i forced things, which led to the relationship screwing up, which is why being single for a while is the best remedy for me.
Ive been reflecting a lot lately, and ive figured out that ive been lying to everyone, just telling them what i thought theyd want to here, which leads to more lies to cover those up, and more to cover those up, which leads to ruined friendship and borken hearts. Im just glad ive had the oppurtunity to reflect a lot, because ive found some things im not proud of inside myself and im doing what i can to fix them.
Which is why i want to talk to at least one old friend i used to have, before my lies led to the destruction of that friendship, and now that i look back i see how much that friendship meant to me, so ill try and fix it, or at least explain myself to make myself feel more honest, because the only way im going to solve things is by telling the truth now.
So heres the formula:
truth+trying to get old friends back+ not making same mistakes again= happier brett
ill try abd hope for the best, the worst that can happen is having those friends still hate me, but at least know that im changing.
later
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im going to come clean with a few people i havent talked to in a bajillion years tonight, and whether or not theyll listen is one thing, but im not doing it for them, im doing it for me, so boo-yah mother fuckers.
And for once, im content on not having a love interest. Im enjoying just hanging out talking to people, i think thats whats best for me right now, not worrying about girls, because thats definately my major flaw.
The main reason that everything thing got screwed up is because i thought i needed a girlfriend, which led to me screwing over people. And if i was in a relationship, i wanted to be "in love" so bad that i forced things, which led to the relationship screwing up, which is why being single for a while is the best remedy for me.
Ive been reflecting a lot lately, and ive figured out that ive been lying to everyone, just telling them what i thought theyd want to here, which leads to more lies to cover those up, and more to cover those up, which leads to ruined friendship and borken hearts. Im just glad ive had the oppurtunity to reflect a lot, because ive found some things im not proud of inside myself and im doing what i can to fix them.
Which is why i want to talk to at least one old friend i used to have, before my lies led to the destruction of that friendship, and now that i look back i see how much that friendship meant to me, so ill try and fix it, or at least explain myself to make myself feel more honest, because the only way im going to solve things is by telling the truth now.
So heres the formula:
truth+trying to get old friends back+ not making same mistakes again= happier brett
ill try abd hope for the best, the worst that can happen is having those friends still hate me, but at least know that im changing.
later
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