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sooo Wednesday night Thursday morning i had to go to the er. . . oooh that was some fun. . . i woke up in the middle of the night hysterical and in more pain then i'd ever wish upon my worst enemy and that's sayin a lot comin' from me of all people. . . i knew immediately what was going on tho and i was hoping i was just makin' shit up in my head. well, i wasn't. so i called my mum who works at the hospital, we woke up my father who then drove me to the er. . . this time they were really nice to me. . . ask me or erin about the last time i had stones if ya wanna know. . . but they gave me an iv asked me some questions then gave me pain meds not even half an hour after i was there. i was still in horrid pain tho but i wasn't hysterical anymore but they gave me morphine shortly after that and took xrays to see where the stone was an how big it was. the morphine let me finally get some sleep and calmed me down which was really really nice because if you were around for the last one you know how hysterical i got. so the good news is it's sitting in my bladder now which means the worst is over (it's at least outta my kidney yay!) but i could at any moment be thrown back into a hysterical fit of pain. it all depends on the stone irritating the walls of my bladder and urinary track or if it decided to block any flow of liquids but at least it should be out sometime in the near future or at least i hope so.
but yeah i've had a fun week if you couldn't tell and i hurt a lot and right now i pretty much hate everyone. i've been sittin in my room cryin for over an entire day now. an there's no one to take care of me or even cuddle me an make me feel in the least bit better =(
but yeah if i do actually like you call me cause i'm not happy and it'd be nice to hear from someone i don't hate right about now.