Oct 18, 2003 00:49
Well, I fucked up again. I was trying to tell Cassandra that she might not be right in a matter, and that there's a chance she could be wrong, and a chance I could be wrong. But she wouldn't even listen to me. She just kept telling me "See. You just don't get it" Like I'm stupid or something. And I lost my temper and stormed out of the room, kinda slammed the door behind me, then locked myself in my room for about 5 minutes.
I feel bad about losing my temper like that, but I'm too much of a wuss to go back in there and apologize.
Fucking hell. I have PSAT tomorrow. I have to get up at 9:00 am. Maybe I just won't go. I don't want to wake up that early, and I'd feel bad leaving a guest here by herself... even if she is mad at me right now. Eh. x.o Whatever. It still feels wrong. And her comfort goes before mine. So......yeah.....
I hope she doesn't hate me, but I wouldn't blame her.
Anyways, here's a good quote.... it really means a lot to me, and I want all of you to really think about it "People kill and are killed because they cling too tightly to what they believe in" In other words, if people were more open minded to others' ideas, less conflicts would arise. I'm not trying to say I'm perfect and don't do any of this stuff.... but I think it's important, and everyone should try to be more open minded.