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so it took me a few days to finally do this... but.. here it is.
Meg
- her favorite songs were "Brown Park" and "Saturday as Usual" by Bright Eyes
- she had the most beautiful singing voice.. low, and a bit raspy.
- she never let anyone cry alone
- she told all of her friends "i love you" instead of goodbye, because that's what she was most afraid of: goodbyes
- she had my name tattooed on her
- she once drove from ohio to here in the middle of the night to tell me she loved me, hug me, and tell everything is going to be all right because she would make sure of it
- everything she did was beautiful
- she lived by these words:
"and me I'm in my bedroom drawing in my notebook
because my hand thinks I'm an artist
but my heart knows I'm a poet
It's just words they mean so little to me
i can't seem to deal with total trust
there is something very wrong with me"
"We learned to flow like wind in waves"
- she leftWe learned to flow like wind in waves
a letter under her mattress at the institution that said:
"It's not because of them that I'm leaving, it's because of them I stayed longer than I planned too. They are life, they are love, they are all that I will truly miss. Amy, you have made so many of my dreams come true, and I wish people could see how beautiful you were on the inside as well. You have done so many wonderful things for me, in which we know I could never pay back. Shawna, you were the family I never had. My mom, my sister. You were always there for me, and I will continue to thank you even beyond the grave. Kara, you were my first love. My one real love. I'm keeping the first and last poems you ever wrote for me in my pocket. I don't want to part from them, from you. I want you more than anyone to eulogize me. I want to leave this world with your voice and your words. Amy, Shawna, Kara, you three are what love is and remains. I love you."
<3
i missed you even before you left.
Meg
- her favorite songs were "Brown Park" and "Saturday as Usual" by Bright Eyes
- she had the most beautiful singing voice.. low, and a bit raspy.
- she never let anyone cry alone
- she told all of her friends "i love you" instead of goodbye, because that's what she was most afraid of: goodbyes
- she had my name tattooed on her
- she once drove from ohio to here in the middle of the night to tell me she loved me, hug me, and tell everything is going to be all right because she would make sure of it
- everything she did was beautiful
- she lived by these words:
"and me I'm in my bedroom drawing in my notebook
because my hand thinks I'm an artist
but my heart knows I'm a poet
It's just words they mean so little to me
i can't seem to deal with total trust
there is something very wrong with me"
"We learned to flow like wind in waves"
- she leftWe learned to flow like wind in waves
a letter under her mattress at the institution that said:
"It's not because of them that I'm leaving, it's because of them I stayed longer than I planned too. They are life, they are love, they are all that I will truly miss. Amy, you have made so many of my dreams come true, and I wish people could see how beautiful you were on the inside as well. You have done so many wonderful things for me, in which we know I could never pay back. Shawna, you were the family I never had. My mom, my sister. You were always there for me, and I will continue to thank you even beyond the grave. Kara, you were my first love. My one real love. I'm keeping the first and last poems you ever wrote for me in my pocket. I don't want to part from them, from you. I want you more than anyone to eulogize me. I want to leave this world with your voice and your words. Amy, Shawna, Kara, you three are what love is and remains. I love you."
<3
i missed you even before you left.