Sexy young thing
Well here I am updating my journal. My baby coming home in September. Wow that not too far away. I know last week I send him pictures of me. I also send him pictures of my friends. I send him pictures of Laurie and Maggie. I can't wait to see what he got to say. He never seen recent pictures of me. I also send him a money order. You want to hear something funny but it's really not that funny. I have a friend and yesterday out of the blue, He told me that he hears voices and yesterday they told him to kill me. I'm kinda scared to be around this person. Another thing I can't understand is okay, some peolpe I know so call cliam I'm ugly right. So if I'm so ugly why do guys give me the time of day. I don't understand. I tell you a little secret, I have more male friends than female friends. Getting back to my husband I love this man to death but in a weird but strange way I'm still mad at him because he left me for three years by myself. He abandon me when I really needed him.For a sample, his mother got custody of our children, well tyically James is our son and my other son Tyshawn is by another man. They both are my sons yes indeed. Well my husband used to help me occupy my mind when we were'nt with them. We useed to go bowling or something. I always can talk to him about anything that was on my mind but he left me. My best friend,lover and the father of my children. I remember he always took care of Tyshawn as if he was his own. He loved Tyshawn and James. There were times we had our fallouts but always stuck together no matter what. I gave this man four years of my life and took three away from me. God send me this man and believe me when I tell you he is beautiful.