Lights go out, walls come tumbling down

[redscharlach]

And now, one of the most predictable blog posts ever, even by my own high standards of predictable blogging.

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[redscharlach]

I've given some thought to whether Alex ever did return to reality, but even having rewatched 3.01, I was finding it almost impossible to decide for sure! But I'm now tending towards believing that she did NOT return and only dreamed that she did. Her "real" world was full of intrusions from Geneworld (seeing their faces on TV, on DVD covers and stuff), and she also went straight from being outside in a store, to being trapped in a dark cell, and then looking through the door and seeing herself in a hospital bed: all impossible, dream-like images, of the kind that only happen in Geneworld. When Sam returned to reality, it was just plain old dull reality; hers really wasn't. So that's my current thinking, but I may well change my mind tomorrow. ;-)

I never thought about what that meant, that he died as a young man but is now who he is.

That whole thing got to me so much. On further reflection, I realized that not only has he built up that persona of "the Guv", but he is now basically obliged to maintain it at all costs in order to keep doing what he does.

When Alex offers to stay with him, Gene says (slightly paraphrased) "You have to go... I can't have you putting me off my stride". At first I thought that seemed like a weird and distancing thing to say to her, but then I realized what it meant: she's seen who he is underneath, but can't ever be close to that person, because he can't function unless he tries to forget that that young man ever existed. So he has to force himself to be the Guv at the end, even though he seems to wish he could just be Gene. And she seems to get that too, which is why she says "Goodbye, Guv" to him. It's so sad and star-crossed.

[jandjsalmon]

*waves* I'm new - but I had to pop in here and add a sniffly "Word" to your points.

She's seen who he is underneath, but can't ever be close to that person, because he can't function unless he tries to forget that that young man ever existed.

THIS is what got me. I was sobbing saying 'please let her stay with you' - but I totally understand why she couldn't. His job was to help her along too. She couldn't just stay with him because then his job wouldn't be complete.

And can I just add - that I was never a huge Jimbo fan in the first place - but I got REALLY cranky when he started beating round the Guv. THEN at the end - crazy barking? And how Gene just stood his ground and stood between him and Alex - almost like he was protecting her. I got goosebumps!

[redscharlach]

Keats at the end made me feel extra-sorry for Gene: not that the Guv is afraid of Keats, but he's bloody irritated by him and is never, ever going to be able to get away from that irritation. It's the equivalent of being stuck in the car with him listening to "Club Tropicana"... for eternity. Argh.