Across
I saw Across the Universe last night. I gotta say, it was a good flick. A bit long though. I know I was gonna write about the movie, but I have nothing more to say about it, so i'm gonna talk about something else. It's so weird for me to be on here, just because it reminds me old friends, lost friends, and who I used to be. Life for everyone changes at points in their lives. Sometimes the changes are so subtle that you don't even notice it. For instance, alot of the friends I used to have, faded out of my life, either due to drama, or just plain not being in contact with them. I miss those friends alot. Then again, I feel my life is better without certain ones in it. I know it sounds fucked up. To me, true friends are the ones who have your back, but also they're the ones who kick your ass when you're fucking up. I didn't have many friends, if any that kicked my ass when I did stupid shit. I drive by so many places and they spark so many memories. When I drive by my old apartment, I think about my old room mates and wonder how they're doing, or what happened in those walls. I'll drive by a certain exit off the freeway, and think about whose exit that is to get to their house. I'll drive on a certain street and think about whose been in my car with me, and what conversations we've had. My mind is flooded with memories. I wish sometimes I wasn't such a fuck up in the past, but then again my present would be so different. I'm only human though, and I can't help but think about the good memories of the past, and also trying to forget the bad ones.