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funeral tomorrow..........;(

ratings tonite

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thanks K. I needed that. I was really scared cuz it was my first funeral and well it was my gramma....not really a good mix. So I sat outside and watched the Spongebob movie with Alexis and Brenna and Chealse and Nicole and Cody. Man Cody has changed a lot.....just think of B-rad and you would get Cody now. So the whole family went out to eat at that Swiss Chalet or w/e it. All 28 of us. lol and there were some spanish people there and they were talking about how many people there were and I said to mom walk by and say comprendo. So when we walked by the guy said sumthing and spainsh about what a large family it was and mom turned to them and she was like yup i know spanish....but she said it in spanish. haha they were shocked. Then mom was being a cornball like the whole time so I kept making fun of her and Missy was sitting across from us and like every word that came out of my mouth, she would start cracking up. Dad was guna take me and Papa home after we ate but I decided to stay because I never went up to the casket. I felt it was sumthing I had to do or I would feel guilty never saying good-bye to her. I didnt do it until the very end when we were guna leave and then all the daughters and Grandpa took a rose and put it in her hands....it was so sad and I started to cry. but then I gave grandpa a hug and I felt better. Well i g2g so cya in like 2 weeks!

luv ya too!